it's okay to admit that your boyfriend is better than you!
>>42252818I don't have a boyfriend :'3
>>42252818I don't have a boyfriend :(
>>42252818I'm never going to have a boyfriend.
>>42252818no he isn'twhenever he's better than me at something, i get mad and start sulkingthe other day he was driving us around, and some of the road signs were too blurry for me to read, and i probably need glassesidk why, but i got genuinely pissed off at him for having better eyesight than me. it felt just like when he beats me at video games
>>42252818I'm smarter than him but he's still in charge
>>42253319you should just accept that he's better than you...>>42253392good girlidk if i'm smarter than him but i'm equal in terms of intelligence
>>42252818I view myself as less than human, less than a cockroach desu. I really have no idea why my boyfriend loves me but i feel so lucky, i always feel like im annoying him or disappointing him, but he seems to really not mind, and he keep reminding me that he really does like me, hes very sweetTho my biggest struggle rn is he wants me to not hate myself and to not feel scared out in public, and i do try, but i keep getting reminded why i am so much less than everyone else, and that i should fear people, but thats not what he wants, and i dont know what to do :(
>>42254951he's your owner and if he truly wants you to be happy and safe then you should listen to him and obey him
>>42255446How tho? I really really want to, but how do i not fear the people who hate me? How can i feel safe in public when everyone i meet doesnt like me, and clearly doesnt like me? I would go out in public if he told me to, but its not that, he wants me to feel safe. Also how do i not hate myself? I am so much less, so worthless and dumb, so annoying and infuriating to be around. I deserve to die, but he lets me live, i fear for the future, i want to make him happy, but hes asked me to do something i wouldnt even begin to understand how to do
>>42252818I don’t think he’s better tho. I think he is clearly better at athletics, and other certain things (mechanical stuff, video games, etc), while I’m better at other things (eg cooking and decorating). We both have strengths that are very cishet coded. But I don’t think either of us is better than the other.
>>42255891it's a slow processtry taking small steps, then retreat to his warmth and safety until you're ready to take another oneyou're not worthless, if you were why would he love you so?
>>42256276I dont think ill ever really understand why he loves me, but i guess i just have to keep trying to do what he asks. thx anon
>>42256338i wish you all the best, you're lucky to have him <3
