I first wore women's clothing when I was about 5. I don't remember why, but I did it in front of my family. Maybe I wanted to make them laugh. It was like a dress, and everyone laughed. I was embarrassed.I started jerking off to porn when I was 11. I always jerked off to women and only fell in love with women.Then, around 13, I put on my sister's bodysuit, and I don't know why either. I didn't jerk off, I just put it on.The thought of wearing women's clothing didn't cross my mind until I was 21. Around that time, I bought my first pair of panties and wore my mom's. I started fantasizing about being fucked, imagining myself in the shoes of transwomen.At 22, I bought my first dildo. I'm 23 now. I've already started searching for pictures of big dicks, putting on panties, and masturbating to them.Yesterday, I changed into a dress and panties again and masturbated, thinking about sucking a big dick. But as soon as I came, I thought about how awful it all was and was about to throw it all away, but I realized I'd probably want to do it again. And I want to do it again today.Explain to me how this works? Why do I want to feel like a girl and suck dicks?
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>>42258621its a good question. I'm very similar. Part of it for me is/was just being hypersexual from the start. I first started wearing panties around 8 or 9. I was masturbating by humping my pillow by then too. I still only thought of girls and only ever had feels for girls but got super turned on when I put on panties. By 12 I learned that things in my ass felt amazing....at 14 I randomly sucked a dick and liked it...by 23 I was getting railed by men while wearing lingerie...all the while still completely enamored with women and having a lot sex with them too...I cant explain it so I dont worry about it too much- I just enjoy myself for who I am and try not to over think it
>>42258621AGP bait
