i started transitioning late 2023 when i was 19 and switched to injections around 6 months in, and it went well for a while. Recently though I feel like I've been going backwards and look more and more manly somehow. I have stayed at the same weight and everything but my face has been losing fat for some reason and I don't really like that. My body has been getting worse as well I feel like. I dont look as sexy or good looking anymore either. it was easy to ignore my wide shoulders and my jawline but since I've gotten worse in other aspects those two are becoming more noticeable and I feel like i look more like a man than i did in my first year of HRT. I genuenly dont know what to do at this point it's so depressing. I just want to be pretty and pass like everyone else that transitioned around my age why cant I have this one thing at least. I wouldnt even care about shit like not having people to hang out with or being lonely with a dead end job if i could just have this one thing. I am so tired of looking into the mirror and seeing a man and having to hide my fsce out of every picture because i look like a man. i can't even cope with the "I just have to wait a bit more for HRT to fully do its thing" because its already been more than two years. And i fell off super hard on twitter because of algorithm changes and stupid shit like nsfw accounts getting flagged so i cant even feel better from that.. pic is me in august when i still looked decent
>>42270264sex with anii
>>42270264>i look more like a man than i did in my first year of HRTi really felt this. i haven't taken a photo with friends in years. i think part of it is that estrogen has effectively masculinizing properties on a lot of faces because it eats at technically masculine fat that added to a fuller looking face, and thus makes many ppl look overly angular and thus pronounces the less mutable aspects
>>42270264i sincerely hope all passoid retards get into abusive relationships.
>>42270368so its just over for me no matter what? I wont ever be able to afford ffs and HRT is actively making me more.... masculine??
>>42270438i wish i knew. im trying really hard to get ffs and have kind of put my life on hold for it.idk. pio cycle. prog cycle.
>>42270264You look good, stop complaining >>42270434This
>>42270434you say passoid just because i took a good 10/10 perfect photo, meanwhile i look way worse after trying to get a perfect picture for 10 minutes straight. This is literally my best picture of myself and my face isnt even in it. if you saw my face you would never call me a passoid. I cant even show you a normal picture of myself because if the setting, lighting and angle isnt perfect 10/10 i look like a moid. I dont look like a cis woman i look like a mtf tranny.
>>42270264suspiciously woman-shaped picture you have there
>>422704642 years hrt coming up in about 2 days, but I was repping hard since I wasn't eating enough and gaining significant weight. You in a good weight? >i look like a mtf trannysame, so we keep at it and get FFS
>>42270451yes because as i said its the best picture of myself, if you saw me with my face on a normal day w a normal fit you would obviously see a man w womens clothing. only thing that fits well on my body that are actually made for women are super tight clothes so at least people can see my AA chest and assume im actually a real girl if they dont know what a tranny is(p much impossible because of manvoice)
>>42270264i started hrt in late 2023 wheni had just turned 18 and it has done nothing for me. i am hideous, disgusstingly ugly and still more masculine than most cis men. i am a permamanmoder and i will never be a women. imy body is too disgusting for anyone to ever be attracted to me so i will be alone forever
>>42270495i tried several times to gain weight but it always only went to the tummy nowhere else so i just looked like im skinnyfat, made me lose motivation for it and it also is hard for me to have an appetite, literally had to get pills as a kid to get me to eat because i struggled eating a whole meal
>>42270523Also struggle with gaining weight, which is also due to medical reasons. Only reason I even did gain weight was due to a massive freakout with gender dysphoriaAnyways I feel your struggle. I trooned out at 21 so you're already better off than me. Idk what to do, but personally, and if you feel the same way, don't have much choices but to just keep going with it
>>42270264Real At least you had the experience of being seen as attractive on Twitter. I just got told, "dont dome yerself cause you arnt that chopped but temper your expectations", like fr just tell me im chopped and to kms
>>42270264how tall, guessing 5'8
>>42270264what's ur twitter?
you look like that old cutting board i just threw away a few months agojeezus h christ what have you done?!
>>42270264Can i date you?
>>42270264you look kinda fat so idk maybe work on that
in all honesty, u look super cute!! maybe try to be more assertive about upping ur dose?
>>42270264i relate
post face
>>422708165'7 58kgs
