I wish it was differentI wish iw as actually a tranny female womanbut nopejust further mentally illsucks to suck i knowI kinda hate doing this, i spend so much time trooning out and i really wish it went differently but yeah. I know in my heart im dude :/Oh well. The worst part is convincing my friends that im detrans now. Kinda lame. I might jus ghost themanyway advice:If you didnt figure this shit out by 20 then wtf how are you alive and also yeah dont bother figuring it out at 30 LOLif you are "repressing" jut take hrt and interact with cis/trans women beyond sex you will find out you arent like them and quickly find how broken you are or notand finalyl sorry to A and C and those ohter girlies i met here and beyond and we spend so much time together but i think im ghosting you now cause you will make me troon out againBye!
>>42270948this is funny bc it has nothing to do with what you are saying...
a and c are going to miss you dearly
>>42271369i cannot live for them
>>42270948genuinely went through this shit for the past two monthsretrooned anyways a few days agogl hf
>>42271535well jokes on youill be dead in a few monthssoHAHAHA<3
>>42271556i hope not anon
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>>42271602have you considered not dying and just getting back on hrt?
>>42271642whyi am readyfew more months
i am a broken individual and trans
>>42270948when i realized trenders were a thing and that i was one and when i actually acknowledged my trauma as something that affected me and not just something that happened. Definitely mustve been that, im a walking trender stereotype! i know in my heart i am and have always been a woman :3i hope all you girlies reconsider and retroon so your mental health doesnt get worse though
>>42271650because i care about you>>42271663samesies worstie
>>42271671no i think im a trender too and dont need to do this shit anymore>>42271679no you dontlet me die and spare me your fake saviors guilt
actually hrt makes me feel awful SOOO
>>42271688>let me diewhat if i don't?
>>42271697if you can stop me id be scared and impressed of the 3 letter agencies ability to care
>>42271701as long as you reply, you're definitely alive
me and the other guys at the fed hq are just gonna take shifts replying to you
>>42271723you are fucking stupid or whati said it will b a few months before i goi go to bedbye forever <3
