MTF's with anger issues did they improve after HRT or did they somehow get worse?
I don't think I ever had anger issues, but I used to get mad about stuff a lot when I was depressed and I don't really get mad at all anymore
>>42272017It got considerably worse and i ended up having ti cope with painkiller abuse and so i'm numb all the time and no one likes me so i am alone because people are too retarded to know when i'm being "aggressive" or not FOR FUCK SAKE THIS CAPTCHA IS GONNA CAUSE AGGRESSION THOUGH
>>42272065Why do you think HRT made your anger worse?, you'd think it would make it better since less testosterone
>>42272085pre-hrt I had more control and was more emotionally numbHRT Enhanced emotion and lowered control so if you're an angry person it makes you a cranky bitch
>>42272017My anger is turning into insecurity and vulnerability. Before, I felt like I could fight anyone, now I just feel very submissive and afraid. Not that I didn't feel this way before to some degree, but it seems like the anger is weaker than before...
>>42272274>Before, I felt like I could fight anyone, now I just feel very submissive and afraid.Hot
>>42272017SOOOOOOOOO much better. Like miraculous change. I was angry ALL the time, so angry I put my back out several times punching the air and shit like that. Like it was painful levels of anger. I actually systematically eliminated all the triggers in my life, so I just invented shit to get angry about. Completely fictional conversations with completely fictional people had entirely in my head just to be angry about for a day or two. All gone now. I still get angry when people do things to me that make me angry, but it's just normal anger. It passes quickly and I go back to living my life.
>>42272274>Before, I felt like I could fight anyone, now I just feel very submissive and afraid.Yeah i get that. My theory is the fight or flight response has changed from fight to flight. As soon as men start getting aggressive I just panic and run away and can think about doing anything else until I'm away from them.
I don't have anger issues, it takes a lot to enrage me but I'm too aggressive when I get mad, I am so ashamed of that.
>>42272017Worse but doubtful hrt caused any of it, more so caring about existing leads to heightened emotional responses. Before I'd do everything to be as unnoticeable and 'small' as possible, so the suppressed anger responses would sometimes turn into crying instead.
>>42272017>angry, unhappy person pre-transition>come out and start hrt>happier and less angry for like a year>life fucking nosedives in quality for outside, non trans related reasons>end up about exactly as angry and unhappy as i was pre-transition
>>42272998>Completely fictional conversations with completely fictional people had entirely in my head just to be angry about for a day or two.Holy shit this is me
>>42272093would totally hit ngl
>>42273190Yeah you've got an anxiety disorder. Your body is so used to being in danger mode that it's telling your brain to figure out what the danger is and get mad at it. Your brain goes through the list of most threatening to least threatening and "my imaginary friend with dumb opinions" is bottom of the list, but it gets there eventually. Changing your hormones will do two things:1. All of your anger is going to turn to fear, you're going to be nervous about everything all the time. I couldn't believe anyone actually liked me for like 6 months, because just paranoia all the time. 2. You're going have space to actually deal with your anxiety disorder as your body is going to get used to being out of rage mode. It takes work, it wont just happen on it's own, but it is sooooooooooooo much easier without testosterone trying to conquer the world.
It goes away with age
>>42273470im 24 when does it go away
