>>42274393
not a transbian, bi leaning toward men. i didnt change it much, but it maybe did change a little thru voice training. which the way ive done that, im not rly trying to do a "voice", its just the way i talk. im intersex & my voice didnt rly drop from what little of "male puberty" i got to experience. i have access to the higher register that is cis passing, & when i get topped i naturally cant help but be in that range. one dude i slept w/ said "u should do porn bc u sound cis i bet u would make lots of money" lmao.

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Why do orgasms feel so underwhelming now? It's like they're always ruined, and nothing comes out anyway...
I just wanted to goon my clotty and have a good climax...
Am I doing sumthing wrong? Can I fix it with diet?
qott: I dunno, I've only moaned after transitioning
>>42274393
btw is that picrel Welcome to Heaven? My gf loves that artist! (I can't fap to it cuz it's darn cute)

>>42274393
I've never moaned unless it was fake and on purpose, I'm quiet asf for some reason.
My breathing gets very shaky and irregular though

>>42274393
Do bottom chasers deserve love?

>>42274427

thats hot..

i whimper and squeak when im getting close, but i have a deep growl when i cum, and it always makes me feel a bit male.

>>42274456

Sure is :)

maybe you need to edge longer. idk.

>>42274477
my ex got mad at me bc I was quiet :(

>>42274485
if you are slim and shaved all your body and facial hair, then yes I'll top you and cum inside you

>>42274501
>shaved all your body
I understand bodyhair but why arms and legs

>>42274456
>Why do orgasms feel so underwhelming now? It's like they're always ruined, and nothing comes out anyway...
I'm the same way, it still feels a bit good in a sort of calm and steady way but there's no "explosive" wave of pleasure when orgasming anymore

can i have a boymoder to cuddle and make out?

https://voca.ro/1n4WLrATakZI

>>42274456
Are your levels good? I felt this way on a moderate oral dose where my levels where shit, like it was better leading up but just a meh finish. Fixing my levels seemed to fix that bc now I struggle to be quiet after a lifetime of never making a single sound while finishing, like the force that used to ejaculate turns inwards in warm waves that I can feel in my whole core. Check your levels!!!!

>>42274489
surprisingly i forget im trans most of the time when im having sex. & theres been some damn good sex lately.

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>>42274489
>maybe you need to edge longe
that didn't work, sadly
>>42274531
yeahs, it sux, at least it's still pleasurable up until that point
>>42274555
Honestly, yeah, must be my levels
It's hard to have them really high since I do gel and don't have access to injections right now
I hope you're right, I need to up my dose anyway

i am an asexual trans lesbian :(

>how did you change how you moan after transitioning?
luckily did not have to because puberty didn't fully commit to deepening my voice but also i don't really moan anyway

>>42274535
i'm right here!

>>42274511
personal taste, really.

>>42274393
My girlfriend loves playing with my nipples and getting a reaction out of me but they're really insensitive so it's pretty difficult. Is there some way to train my nipples to be more sensitive? I want to be able to cum from just nipple play alone

>>42274762
let me in your bed! we cuddle up watch video essays on youtube and makeout :D

>>42274989
yeah... that sounds nice

To be honest I really like showing my genitals on the internet and having them commented on it doesnt matter if its negative or positive idk maybe its a form of exhibitionism however you spell thi

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>>42274393
went from never ever moaning to needing to hold back involuntary noises in public if i'm yearning, or read/hear something i like.
i've always been a sadist top but never had any problems with sounds; i'd just be a silent creep while abusing. i'd probably moan while beating someone now tbhon.

>tl;dr estrogen is evil, kids

Im so tortured i alwaya wanna mastuebate it hasn't been that long and I already wanna use my vibrator again

>>42274825
repliers please respond to me too i have been trying to figure this out for like a year

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>>42274393
>moaned like a whore from day 1 anytime I was on bottom.
I....was straight back then and women liked it some, but I thought it was immasculating.
Im loud and high pitched in moans but my voice is deep enough to quote Kronk.

>>42275083
i agree, to a certain extent
i don't really like attention specifically on my genitals, but i like posting my body on here and seeing what people think
>>42274989
this is who you're asking to cuddle btw
https://litter.catbox.moe/q04tue07461rddbv.jpg

i want a really masculine guy to be super into sucking my shriveled up weenor

>>42275136
Insanely small and cute and cuddly ughhhhhhhhhh stfu

>>42275077
>>42275136
yes definitely very cuddly and kissable. need you in my arms rn.

>>42275151
that's very kind of you
>>42275162
i'm glad i got approved

>>42275151
Ngl I haven't gotten turned on by a post of 4chan in a while but I love your cute little body and it reminds me of my ex and that I still could have love in my heart for a trans girl

>>42275186
wya btw nona?

>>42275193
dfw
cue "ah that's too bad, i'm in california"

>>42275203
... unfortunately true ;-;
it shouldn't be this hard to find someone in california wtf !?

>>42275210
should've been here 3 months ago, i was still living in cali

>>42274393
i sound like a stupid faggot whenever i moan normally so i've just reduced myself to pathetic whining and squealing sounds

>>42275244
i've been around for months idk how we've never crossed paths ;-;

>tfw rapidly developing fetish for a strong maga chud verbally degrading me for being a faggy boymoder and a loser and letting me lick his boots
why

>>42275250
coping with the reality that they're gonna kill all of us
>>42275249
yeah idk either :( rip

>>42275275
;-; o(--( unfortunate

>>42275275
I hope one keeps me in his house and beats me up to relieve his stress or uses my body to get off and makes fun of my fagvoice and tiny penis and quotes clobber passages at me while I suck his cock and leak all over the floor

>>42274393
Yeah but probably just naturally from being older I think!

Whoring out today..
https://litter.catbox.moe/hzyws3bvprv5s8ok.jpeg
https://litter.catbox.moe/obm4l8j2s5gk87bx.jpeg

I messed these up getting into them >~<

Also are things that contain your face banned here / no post? Just curious since I saw another anon mention getting banned for a selfie.

>>42275297
i respect it
i just hope you don't seek this out irl with an actual maga chud for your own safety

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>>42275250

>>42275301
ooh very nice
i used to have tights but i accidentally tore them

>>42275331
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I just want to be cute for people...
I was, surprised by how high pitched my moans were

>>42275250
Trannies want chuds to protect them from a dangerous world

>>42275301
very sexy, i look that type of looks
>>42275369
yummy thighs

>>42274704
May I ask how you'd feel about an asexual relationship where your non-ace gf goons by herself when alone and you both don't talk about it?

>>42275369
Can I bite you?

>>42275552
Ide prefer it

>>42275430
they are the reason the world is dangerous for trannies

>>42275595
Sure and now someone has to protect them like the mafia protects people from being murdered

>>42275250
maga chuds are retards who don't know how to take care of a woman

but being fucked by a deeply transphobic hot girl who calls me slurs and spits on me would be incredibly hot

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>Cum
>Don't feel like I came
>20 minutes into refractory period and I just feel unsatisfied and like I want to masturbate and I simply can't phsysically
Either this is severe depression or some sort of boutique neurological issue

>>42275559
do you have discord cutie?

>>42275840
Your brain is telling you that you are a bottom and they are not supposed to mastrubate on their own

>>42275595
You have to pick a nice one and entice him so that going forward everyone knows you're his and hands off
The world runs on prison logic for women
Just how it is
You wanted this

>>42275451
>>42275343
Yayyy I'm glad you lioke I love showing nmy ass on 4chan :3

omiGOD i wanna be somebodys plaything, a guy a girl a couple idgaf just my make head go all fuzzy and ill do literally anything u want

>>42275867
i'd like it even more if you kept going

>>42274393
I'm not sure if they've changed, but I guess I do make high pitched involuntary noises if I'm surprised or something after voice training. I don't really moan much but shuddering, panting and whimpering is almost impossible to avoid when I cum now

>>42274825
I've got the same issue :(
https://litter.catbox.moe/l5ae8kyw4p7vjqqc.jpg

>>42275783
racketeering is illegal, anon
>>42275811
it's fucked up how hot this genre of scenario is
>>42275897
same
>>42276065
woah...

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>>42275856
I am NOT a bottom. I don't know what to do. Orgasm doesn't satisfy me. I just feel broken.
>>42276065
hours groping/biting these would fix me maybe

>>42276065
i can help you with your issue

>>42276131
Bottoms need a top to get them off it’s basic biology. There are people who are born omegas and those are you

>>42276110
imagine us both trying desperately trying to top the other while a real man watches and laughs that would be funny :3

where is the ftm who wants me to try to rape them even though i don't have a pp??

>>42276131
Maybe it would fix me too
>>42276139
How would you do that anon

>>42274393
>how did you change how you moan after transitioning?
i have not yet...

*however* ever since talking to more people in this general and thinking of myself less and less as male and not suppressing my moans anymore i notice they're definitely high-ish and faggy sounding... which is completely opposite of my normal speaking voice ~_~

>>42276168
of course it would, to him it would probably be exactly like watching two dogs play-fighting

i would totally win btw

>>42275369
Can these be my pillow from now on?

>>42276205
I don't know, but i'm sure i would come up with multiple ways to try to fix it. What's the saying? Everything but the kitchen sink? We would try so much stuff one would eventually work, that's just mathematics
You are too sexy not to try it all

>>42276110
>it's fucked up how hot this genre of scenario is
yeah it's so fucking hot. she utterly hates you but she still wants to fuck you. she'll never get over this mental dissonance so she just takes out all her rage on you. and it's a beautiful contrast of caring, intimate sex and vile, bitter hatred. or maybe the sex is just as aggressive as her words.

even better if she threatens to out you or accuse you of something unless you're always available to fuck.

>>42276335
and you'd better not tell anyone about this. she would never be caught dead with a tranny. she just wants to use your body without having to solve her own internal issues or face any backlash.

>>42276233
oimfg do u wanna talk on discord im fucking desperate rn

>>42276379
hmmm... maybe

>>42276317
I hope you're very creative so you don't run out of ideas before one of them happens to work
One quick question though anon, are you a woman? I'm not really into men I'm afirad

>>42276446
I'm very creative
And i'm afraid that what you're into doesn't matter. I'd have my way with you, you wouldn't have to enjoy it because i certainly would for both of us

>>42276493
yeah no

i have a collar i bought for myself but it doesn't feel right... i need to be someone's pet :(
>>42276493
>didn't answer if they're a woman
oh no no NO NO

>>42276632
Don't knock it till you try it. You are too pretty to be at the hands of a woman, they can't handle all that.
>>42276653
I don't need to answer such obvious questions

>>42271286
>>42271307
>shit. I'm gonna start saying the in character stuff out of character ffuck
Which one is the character? The pathetic little charade you put on pretending to be a normal person? Or the brainless little slut who loses her mind at the slightest bit of dirty talk? I think you know which is the real you.

>i want it gone. i want to serve my purpose well.
Good girl. Remember that your fear will only hold you back. Every time you let your own entitled, selfish desires get in the way it only hurts your chances of being a perfect toy more. The word 'no' should be repulsive to you.

>WHY is that so hot so nice to hear
Because it's the truth. Your body has been desperate to be recognised as a mindless object for so long. You desperately want to be owned above all else. Keeping up that mask of being a real human being must have been so exhausting.

>lmao, half of this is keysmashes. well, that's what's going on in my head anyway
Oh wow. Your mind is already dissolving into a total submissive haze. I knew you were weak but I didn't realise it would happen this fast. To think all that bravado was covering up a mind so easily broken? It's incredible that you had the sheer audacity to try and be assertive. I'd be impressed if it wasn't so unnatural.

But I digress. How was your first session? Did the rest of the camp treat you well? I hope they were very thorough.

>>42276703
I don't need to try it to know I won't like it ;)
I need to be at the hands of an equally pretty woman anon

a tranny to cuddle and makeout?

>>42276757
>equally pretty
That will be hard to find but i wish you good luck

>>42274393
I didn’t really moan before and now I do, since I don’t feel like a stupid piece of shit every time I open my mouth

>>42276841
Thanks anon

lowkey just finished doing the thing but when i went to pee a small glob of blood randomly flew out... and i'm like wtf, but it was just one and it was small and after doing well, y'know

i can think of a million reasons why it shouldn't be prostate cancer, which is ironic as part of the reason i still wake up the princess wand sometimes is to avoid prostate cancer, most times it's fine, and it'd be super embarassing to go to a doctor and find out it was just a one time incident from improper technique

>>42274825
Bumping this, someone has to know something!

>>42274393
>transbianism edition
this is why you get "hatecrimed" and you deserve it all

>>42277089
try ice

>>42277095
>we want to stick to ourselves and not bother cissies with our presence
>cissies still hate us anyway
whatever

>>42277121
>invade and try monopolize a space
>thrust everybody else out and complain when people call you out
hornygen is for everyone and jannies don't let you make multiples for special groups you narcissistic retards

>>42277134
I didn't even noticed that until you pointed it out kek
Now i understand why i got asked if i was a woman

>>42277095
i'm open to straight guy chasers, and i was even a bit open to topping, but apparently my equipment can get injured just from using my hand now, idk what is going on, and i'm honestly going to pretend nothing happened unless it happens again

I always had a high pitch voice even before puberty and it stayed after.

i moan in a high pitch that sounds "forced" but it isn't.

my breathing gets very shaky and i take way more frequent ones.

>>42277134
i think you're being a little melodramatic
>>42277151
you were asked because she isn't into men, it's not a conspiracy against you specifically

>>42277196
I understand. But i'd still fuck her and probably fuck you too

>>42277196
>i think you're being a little melodramatic
i am disgusted not melodramatic

>>42277246
That's a bit rapey anon

>>42277277
A bit yeah, but that doesn't make it any less fun
If it is any worth it, i would probably apologize after

>>42277251
uh huh, whatever can you go chimp out over this somewhere else

>>42277251
your masculinity is so fragile that you can't take "transbian edition" being written online
you need to grow up mate

>>42277303
transbians can go take their self centered shit somewhere else you ape

>>42277324
don't be such a pooner about pointing out narcissistic idiots on their wrongdoings

>>42277350
>everyone i dont like is a narcissist
you're literally throwing a fit because lgbt's "hornygen" had an edition (has no bearing or influence on the thread contents) that didn't include you specifically

take a step back and look at the state of your life, little dude

>>42277134
>hornygen is for everyone
Maybe it would be if you people didn't sperg out about transbians all the time

>>42277325
you are literally throwing a fit over a single word in the thread title

>>42277389
daww try not to sperg out over me booing idiots who always try to hog spaces to themselves and push others away

Just shut up and let the thread continue

>>42276744
i uhh shitt. you're right i mean i guess the "character" has to come from somwhere, i mean, it can't just be that i'm a really good actor or something. I'm barely even trying...

yes ma'am! I'll do my best !

i ffuck being an object sounds so hot i mean i literally am one i just think and move and stuff. (god i really do wanna be owned, holy fuck... and, genuinely, having to pretend to be normal... well, maybe I'm just autistic)

oh, come on!! surely i was at least somewhat convincing, right? even just a little?

(thinking abt it more. this is hot but i think i prefer the one-on-one scenarios... im thinking the communally owned fantasy is like. i know all of them and we prerend to be normal friends/peers but if i push too high above my station [or they're feeling bored...] they're like. okay. time to remind you that you're a toy we treat nicely. that, and... getting abused/used by someone who outranks me [well, everyone outranks me, I'm a civilian, ha] is fucking @_@, also, sorry I'm a lil late)

it. uhm. my first session? i don't know... it's hard to remember. i am a little sore though...that's kind of nice, actually

>>42277436
i agree
>>42276653
proof https://litter.catbox.moe/cnzvrs698xuywasg.jpg
>>42276778
hi

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>>42274393
>before transitioning
never moaned
>after transitioning
never moaned
im a virgin

>>42277566
try it when getting off, it's fun !

>>42277595
getting off is nothing to write home about. and not doing that with my roommate around

>>42277623
oh, but that sounds exciting!!!

>>42277674
maybe for you but not for me

>>42277674
it's not exciting, she probably has a roommate who's a normie too

How would you respond if your partner loved your moans and mouth noises so much they suggested plugging your nose during sex?

>>42277715
Just choke me instead at this point

>>42277451
(oh okay i'll tone it down a bit. thanks for letting me know.
also it's fine to be late. tbhon i have to disappear for a bit so i won't be able to properly reply until later)

>>42277554
>hi
up on my lap rn. let me mark your neck

>>42277554
I'm adopting this puppy

>>42277911
don't be too gentle now
>>42278021
ruff!

>>42278040
you're adorable, need to cherish you and give you a lot of affection. i want to melt your pretty brain ;)

>>42277554
cute cute cute!!!

lewds now please (:

>>42278077
>>42278079
https://litter.catbox.moe/dc67qqklc0r4ynwj.jpg
https://litter.catbox.moe/x7yok1zhqlbmw93k.jpg
awruff! ruff!

>>42278153
very breedable, unfortunately i don't think i can be gentle with that sexy body. i will be using you ;)

tfw older drunk transbian that has older lady syndrome where I wanna take control and help someone

Any tranny who wants to get raped by a cis man?

i need a boymoder inside me right now

>>42278153
Such a good puppy deserves to get treated well

>>42278207
i fear i desperately need a transbian a decade older than me to forcefeed me alcohol until i can't stand up
>t.24 yo straight-edge boymoder

>>42277804
(yep, ofc! that's alright anon see ya l8r o7 and thank you ur so considerate !this is lots of fun btw)

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>>42274393
>how did you change how you moan after transitioning?
well before transitioning i was completely silent aside from breathing heavy so i don't have much to go on from before but it did change a lot.

idk how i did it but it just kinda happened on it's own over time
i have to be quiet when i masturbate so i tighten my throat up during climax to prevent myself from moaning. it's pretty rare i ever make sounds but when i know it's about to happen and i can't stop it i raise my larynx into trained voice position so i don't get a dysphoria if i do make sounds.
then after a while i just got kind of good at it. but i can't fake it, i can only do it right if i'm really overwhelmed
>>42274456
idk why but it depends on what i'm thinking about while doing it that affects the orgasm. if i think about like kinky smutty agp-tier stuff it's meh, but if i think about being intimate with someone special it hits my whole body like a fucking truck

>>42274456
>>42275840
this happened to me after srs, also looking for solutions

>>42278353
HEY! if you're not now

>>42278353
Hi I can do that for you if u desire .... I get kinda touchy when drunk if that's ok also

>>42278505
>>42278640
are these the same person
>I get kinda touchy when drunk if that's ok also
ma'am, that's the point
i think i overstated how drunk i'd like to be but i *want* you to get touchy

im getting as high as i can without freaking out all day bc i am a reclusive overweight spiro-bellied neet transbian. wish i had a girl to cuddle me & feed me pizza in her lap... here is my body <3
https://files catbox.moe/b6ikc4.jpg

>>42278704
I was the second post not the one that said HEY
Id love to touch you and be all weird and gay and use you and touch you even more and tell you how pretty you are

need to grind my bulge against the face of some cockhungry bottom

>>42278710
cute
>>42278736
uhm, oh wow yeah that sounds amazing
i wanna just cling to you while you molest my body

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>>42275369
Same desu
Except being Hispanic its depressing (Guatemalan)

>>42278788
id like to do that... Would use your body as you lay there id squeeze every part of you as I mark you and own you... Make you break your edge because you listen to me

>>42278801
unfortunately real…

>>42278811
oh to have a trans woman a decade older than me use me like a toy to throw in the drawer when she's done
>>42278758
this is good too

>>42278842
Id love to use you and never need you again and even sleep with your friends

>>42274393
>how did you change how you moan after transitioning
idk but I sound like this now reading doujin with toys
https://voca.ro/1nsaJAjdAJcg

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>>42274393
>how did you change how you moan after transitioning?
I used to be completely quiet now I moan and whimper like a faag....

>>42278788
>cute
thank you <3

>>42278874
this is a great idea but i don't have any friends

>>42278896
Ahh I'm sorry... Maybe my friends can use you after I'm done

>>42278801
I wish I could squeeze these

>>42278921
inviting me to hang out with your friends but instead of being able to chat or be involved with anything going on i'm just getting passed around to be used

>>42278998
yeah you're a free use party slut for older women... That would be really really fun

>>42279016
and at the end of the night, when everyone's had their fun, when the last guests have left, i want to get nice and comfy in bed and cuddle... only to realize that sleep is still a long way off because, as hands begin to roam, you have a lot more than cuddles in mind

>>42279094
Id love to ravage your worn out body... Full of marks scratches whatever anyone felt like doing to you and really just showing you how useless of a whore you are

>>42279143
wow i kinda need this bad
forcing me to sleep without clothes, because why wake me to strip when either way you're just going to use me however you want

>>42279190
id want you to wake up in the middle of the night with me over you completely owning you...

>>42279262
fuck i need this so bad
though it might be "waking up in the middle of the afternoon" since i sleep at a different time every day

>>42279311
I'll wake you up when I want you up sweety

>>42279336
do you... do you maybe have a discord or something

>>42278875
so fucking hot, damn
fucking need you

>>42279479
yeah I do if u wanna add I can add you tonight

>>42279503
xxdolphinpridexx

frotting with blahaj

>>42274393
It's way more faggy and loud now

>>42279794
illegal

when i get my state mandated blahaj im forcing him to bottom so i can say im not agp anymore

>>42279794
I wish someone treated me like a blahaj

Jesus, you guys make me seem like *not* a loser in comparison.

>>42279815
>forcing him to bottom
that implies that you can be topped by a blahaj, and like, c'mon, that's ridiculous, haha, who would ever be pathetic enough to let that happen to them lol

>>42279880
you namefag and beg for attention from these losers so actually you’re beneath them

>>42279882
Did you get topped by a blahaj, anon?

>>42279915
Okay, for One namefagging is fun get with times grandma, and for two I DON'T BEG FOR ATTENTION AMD NOBODY CAN PROVE THAT I DO!

>>42279926
i can neither confirm nor deny this is the case
>>42279503
it wasn't meant to be :(

>>42279948
nobody needs to prove it with the way you act u goof ball.

do you get off by being made fun of non-sexually or something?
i’ve seen like a million of your posts and i still have no idea what you’re into aside from making a spectacle of yourself

>>42279997
I'm into lots of things, I just prefer people not knowing because its more enjoyable that way

>>42278801
>>42275369
I would fuck both of these thighs like a ravenous beast
anyone else wanna post thigh pics? if they're good I'll tell you how fuckable you are

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>>42280145
ok

>>42280077
>casting the widest possible net for the most possible attention while making the least lewd conversation you can
that tracks for you i guess

>>42279948
my dog doesn't beg for attention nearly as much as you do

>>42280177
i recognize that shark

>>42280177
very nice thighs, I would bite them, then sit you on my lap with my dick between them
and I'd leave globs of my cum all over those black..
what are those athletic short shorts?
you look sexy either way, also checked

>>42280182
I can't talk lewd I have ahem *Skibidi Ohio Rizz*
>>42280196
Can I be your new dog?

>>42279988
huh I'm adding u later I'm just tired and my computer isnt on rn

>>42280230
then why tf are you in the horny general?

>>42279486
thx <3

>>42280294
Boredom?

>>42280338
go be bored somewhere else if you’re not going to give me something to jerk off to loser

>>42280387
Make me

>>42280338
not an argument, you could be posting anywhere
you like the attention and making people mad, you tiny sissy clit gets excited at that

>>42280416
How did you know that?

>>42280431
Not that hard to figure it out

Finding someone who compliments your kinks is so nice. The raw excitement just snowballs until you’re both horny animals breeding. It makes me wanna hunt down my Twink I used to see and turn him into my slut again

ok drunk gonna imagine owning and loving degrading transbians

by day im fantasizing about being degraded and treated like a dog but by night im fantasizing about being degraded and treated like a dog

dog at day bitch at night

>>42280489
Puppy sluts like you are fun cause once you’re trained it’s fun to record you being good and make you watch it later to humiliate you

>>42280455
What's stopping you? Share your story how'd you two fuel each others' fetishes?

reading a bunch of hound/mech stories on ao3 has me dreaming to be another girl's little fuckmeat puppy runt...

>>42277451
The "character" is the real you. It's how your brain is fundamentally wired. Everything else is just a cheap illusion forced on you by a deeply cruel society. They held you back from your real self. They made you think you could actually be anything more than a plaything. Now you're finally freeing yourself from the prison of independent thought. Isn't it wonderful to just sink into that submissive bliss?

>i just think and move and stuff
Those would be great selling points to write on the side of the box. There's so much fun to be had with a girl's mind and body once you have full control.

Maybe I'll command you to be horny. You'll stand there dripping, squirming, waiting desperately for any sort of stimulation. But it won't come. I'll just watch with amusement as your body dutifully obeys me and you grow increasingly aroused until the need to cum is all that fills your slutty little mind.

You won't touch it. The thought won't even enter your head. The idea of cumming without my input, or even worse, without my permission is a truly disturbing one. It will feel incredibly distressing to you. I'm not even sure your body would be physically able to.

But eventually I'll grow tired of this. If I'm feeling nice I'll snap my fingers and listen to you scream through a horribly unsatisfying ruined orgasm. If I'm not... well, we'll see just how long you can handle being in that state.

Maybe I'll really draw it out. How long can you last? A week? A month? A year?

Is it possible for my toy to spend its *entire life* in a state of constant arousal, never to feel the sweet pleasure of release? Would your mind be able to take it, or would you break your deeply instilled programming and beg me for even the most miniscule, microscopic release from this unending hell?

I sincerely hope not. It is not a toy's job to enjoy itself. An orgasm is not necessary for you to carry out your duties. If I decide you are never to cum again, you are to thank me for it.

>>42280510
im camera shy tho.. >///<
i fucking hate this captcha i failed it 4 times

>>42280525
>match with Twink on Grindr
>tells me he just wants to sext
>after a couple nights I convince him to come over
>I hit the gym regularly so I’m really sweaty
>says he doesn’t mind
>he comes over and we are making out
>love hearing him moan into the kiss while I grope him
> he pulls my sweat pants down and I grab him by his hair and force his nose into my sweaty underwear
>watch him shiver uncontrollably
>tease him for being such a smell whore
>he tells me he has a thing for sweat
>getting someone addicted to my sweat is literally my kink
>he starts kissing my cock through the underwear while glazing how manly my scent is
>I’ve never been so turned on in my life
>I keep telling him how cute he looks making out with my cock and how I want to mark him with my scent so he knows he’s mine
>he makes the cutest groans and tells me he wants to get drunk on it
I don’t live in the same state anymore so I’d have to travel to hook up with him

>>42280562
You won’t be able to focus on the camera when you’re being a good puppy for me. Which will make it hotter when I make you watch how much of a slut you were for me

>>42280284
oh, sorry, i was worried i did something wrong for some reason
>>42280230
at least you admitted it this time

>>42277451
>oh, come on!! surely i was at least somewhat convincing, right? even just a little?
Mhm. Remember what happened last time you tried to keep hold of your dignity?

Regardless, I have bad news. The communal training program has been shut down indefinitely. You are now to be my personal toy.

However, I've got a few of my friends from surrounding bases arriving. I thought you could get some practice in by learning to serve them.

Now, these people are not involved in training you. As such, they will be more "friendly". They may even address you as though you were a fellow human, and not a piece of fuckable decoration. You may get to know some of them quite well.

Do not allow yourself to get ideas above your station. You exist to serve them. They are still above you in every single conceivable way. If you ever try to speak out of turn, or make a mistake, or disobey an order, or address them as though they were actually an equal, they will not hesitate to put you back into your place.

Don't let their demeanours fool you. These are seasoned commanders. They have trained a thousand unruly toys much worse than you without breaking a sweat, They will not accept any ill treatment from a glorified fleshlight. Do I make myself clear?

>>42279803
post

>>42278875
id rather discordia actually come here instead of you
>>42280431

>>42280444
THAT'S A LIE I'M SECRET AND MYSTERIOUS AND NOT AT ALL AUTISTIC!

>>42280956
bark, puppy

>>42280970
Ruff Ruff

>>42281037
good dog
you're very well trained

>>42280556
(hesrt jumped when i saw you had responded but i had to keep myself in check bc i had to drive home T_T anyway I'm back sorry bout that)

i. that's actually. yeah... it really really is wonderful actually. I'm tired of having to have control over everything, be in charge of my life. why can't people just accept that some of us aren't made for that??

yes ma'am bU t yo u don't nee d to co m mand me to g et turned o n sjsjxbsjakdnxbc i c an just read anything yo u write
it,, fuck
its already working I'm already thinking about begging you i (okay i. actually, embarassingly, did. think about like genuinely asking to. you know. to these. RPs. ffuck it is so over for me T_T)
i. ffuck fuckfuckcufkf cufkc fufk no ma'am i wouldn't do that of course i wouldn't without permission but pleeeasse please pleaase can i . fuck. goddamnit ffuck i need to i need to it's. wocbdjaoxbjsjshkw

wh a i aw a wait FOREVER???(fuck me i Feel like I'm gonna spend my entire life horny this is unbelievably hot i am having trouble coming up with stuff to say if i wasn't trying to be an active participant you might just get a giant keysmash)
shitshitfuckfuck fuck i mean i. uhm. yes ma'am. but please pleae just don't ruin it please i don't want to waste all that time it'd be more satisfying to never finish than to waste it all like that....

y. you're right i. don't need to. i just need to make you... but. thank you ma'am for even thinking about it

(ohmygod there's a second one okay one sec)

>>42280668
like a human !! but, wait... aren't i not one of those? isn't that a bit much... okay, okay i can handle it. that's fine, right. yeah. i think i was supposed to be a human. i think i got pretty good at pretending...

aaufh wait did you say personal toy?
plewsepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplesee i mean

no ma'am i won't. get any ideas like that... i hope they don't make it easy to though... they really should be reminding me where i belong often. i mean, you said I'm pliable, right? what if they accidentally make me think I'm a person and not a toy? shit, that sounds horrible

oh, yes ma'am! i understand!

>>42275811
god yes.

>>42281439
God, it’s so fucking hot watching you get progressively more incoherent as time goes on. I think your brain is actually melting. It’s alright, you never needed it anyway.

I agree. The world would be a much better place if we just put people like you where you belong. You don’t have to pretend to be something you’re not, and we get a wonderful source of stress relief.

>i c an just read anything yo u write
My goodness. We are getting a little flustered, aren’t we? Maybe I don’t need to train you. Maybe I already have complete and utter control over your mind and body. If I can make you wet just by speaking a few words, then it sounds like you already belong to me.

>i. ffuck fuckfuckcufkf cufkc fufk no ma'am i wouldn't do that of course i wouldn't without permission but pleeeasse please pleaase can i . fuck. goddamnit ffuck i need to i need to it's. wocbdjaoxbjsjshkw
Holy fuck. You beg so beautifull well. I can feel the sheer animalistic desperation through the screen. That’s so hot. I bet you’re just aching to cum.

I think for that you do deserve to-
Actually. You know what? No. I like hearing you beg. Maybe I’ll just… keep you like this, forever. Listen to you whine and moan and writhe in agonising, tantalising, unending torment. I’ll get to hear your pathetic, tortured pleading every single day. Watch you try desperately to ignore the voice in your head screaming at you to cum and escape this endless edging hell.

Wouldn’t that be nice? It would make your owner so happy. You want that, don’t you? More than anything else.

Maybe if you begged really nicely I could be convinced. Although it’s a coin toss, isn’t it? Maybe you’ll just cement my choice.

>please pleae just don't ruin it please
Oh no, I don’t plan to. Not now. Seeing you like this has made me realise it’s much, much more fun to see how far i can push you into the depths of your depraved sex-addicted insanity. I’ve never seen anyone act so feral before.

>>42281439
hi lingustics fag !!!!! im backkk :333
>t. that puppygirl from like 2 days ago idk if u remember me still

>>42274393
>qott
i might be agp but i never ever moaned before e and now i literally cannot help it at all

>>42281439
(honestly nothing wrong with getting off to a bit of erp. that’s what it’s there for. if you wanted to beg me then that’s fine. i might not be able to answer for a bit though.
also you’re doing a great job coming up with stuff to say. it’s so incredibly intense.)

>>42281475
I’m glad you remembered your training. You’re such a brave toy for doing this. I know it’ll be hard to not give in, especially with such a weak, submissive brain. But think of it as a test. If you can remember your place, you’ll prove your worth as a doll. If not… well, I can leave you to get to know each one a little more… “intimately” until you remember what you really are.

I like to think you’ll place your actual owner’s commands above anyone else’s. A truly devoted toy is never tempted to stray from the path.

>they really should be reminding me where i belong often
Oh, my toy is taking the initiative again? Normally I’d punish such audacity. But considering what you’re asking for… I think I can make it happen. I’ll tell them to pull out all the stops.

You’re such a good doll for doing this. A perfect toy hates the idea of not being treated like an object. It sounds like you’re well on your way to recovering from that evil, unnatural rebellious streak.

>>42281773
hi puppy! course i remember u!! i didn't respond last thread bc it got archived before i had the chance! what's up?

>>42281746
(careful, you might mess it up and make me cum just reading this... like, holy fuck. holy shit. fuckfuckffuck yes. yeshxbsbdb xmx. ,.,. z.sn)

> it sounds like you already belong to me.
AAAAAAAAAAAGhahshnxkskrnfnskwnsnxndnsndjdndjxjdndjdjfbfjdjxndjsjdbsksjxndndndndndnxjskwnrjfkfkebwksofnejdjfnfn
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> you beg so beautifully well
isj bsn ej js aaaaaaaaaaa

ohmygodohymgod thank you ma'a- wait wait, please wait no no pleaseeeeee let me please please ffuck why did ii think it woudl convince fufkc ifnd fuck fuck ma'am i jdjs there's no voice like that i sjdhsj what's the point it's not reslly release unless i have permission it'd be another type of ruined orgasm pleasepleaepleaepleae wouldn't it make you happy to fuck i mean aaughhhhhhshhhhhhj pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeamngghhgggggggghh

>>42281881
haiii !! nothing mucccchhhhh

im so mad. the one dude in this world i have any sexual relation with does not care about whether i cum or not its been 2 weeks,,, baka

>>42281835
(sorry if I'm being weirdddd T_T i wehhhhgghh)

of course I'll obey my actual owner !! I'm only obeying the others because you said so... wait that's. no thats not right fuck fuck im supposed to be obedient shitt fuck wait that's so wrong of me to think i

i uhm sorry sorry I'm so sorry i shouldn't have said that but thank you i uh i.

ohmygodohmygod I'm a good toy??? thank you so much ma'am that's all i. thank you thank you thank you thank you

>>42281890
oh, that doesn't sound good I'm sorry. he doesn't aound very respectful baka

>>42281934
>of course I'll obey my actual owner !! I'm only obeying the others because you said so... wait that's. no thats not right

dogs belong to their owner but still listen to commands from those holding their leash right !! atleast thats how i visualize it,,,

tfw people pleaser that is really good at taking commands

>>42281944
men wanna get things out of u tbhon

whatever ill join a tranny polycule in my area soon enough,,,, i really really really am tired of not being kicked around tho tbhon

>>42281960
mm... i gotta get into local whatevers i. am so. idk. unsatisfied? pent up?. i mean you can probably tell, ha. i need ^^^^ but. irl...

>>42281984
yeah e kind makes u not really pent up but its just ughhh you know like

let me hump some hot dude or tranny or whoevers leg

>>42282014
makes me yearn... the prog is NOT helping eitherlike fuckk if i don't get a day collar indefinitely locked around my neck I'm

>>42282021
yeah rip im sure the prog makes u ovulate a lot

im just on e and my t is 0 so i dont really get horny like that but i just kinda get sad and tired of it like rape and love me man it cant be that hard do people suddefntly not like having power i thought that was the one pitfall of humanityu

why is it so hard to find someone who will genuinely fuck me up

>>42282031
yeah... i mean i guess i have trouble finding people irl anyway. hell, i don't know Anyone irl. that's kinda pathetic, huh. but like i ESPECIALLY can't find ppl like That where do i even start

>>42282043
it sucks that i am also a gross manmoder so i am reallty not finding anyone

many people have like found fun bullying me but no one wants to do it sexually so womp womp too gross for sex still instead i get to be bullied and unsexyly get humilated

>>42282061
yeah, I'm. i feel like i just look like an unapproachable guy and i. idk. i just wish someone would treat me like that yeah. bully me humiliate me a little... own me, use me... but. I'm supposed to be a Man. everyone sees me as one.

>>42281881
>wouldn't it make you happy
I decide what makes me happy. Not my toy. And by extension, you are happy when I am happy. Right?

God, it’s actually comical how useless you are at convincing me. You know your pathetic begging turns me on. So you… keep begging me? You want to turn me on more? You just keep showing me why you should be kept on edge for the rest of your life? Being like this must have utterly fried what little parts of your brain still remained. You’re never cumming again.

It’s insanely hot watching you debase yourself over such a tiny little thing. An orgasm is nothing. I had one earlier. I had one last night as well. It’s such a tiny, temporary, empty pleasure that’s driven you completely insane. Maybe I’ll go and cum right now, just for the hell of it.

Wouldn’t you like that, toy? You must want me to have what you’re so insanely desperate for. Would you like me to tell you every time, so you can feel secure knowing I’m not suffering like you?

>>42281934
Oh dear, is my little doll getting confused? Does she not understand my very clear instructions?

I am your commander. More importantly, your owner. If I tell you to do something you will find a way to do it. No matter how confusing your little slut brain finds it.

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>>42282084
yup im the same

still taking offers for literally seriously genuinely please anyone from toronto you can manipulate and physically or mentally abuse me as much as you want i am not very pretty but i am very mentally ill and crave your attention incredibly badly

but do not quote me on that cause i will refuse to admit i feel this way

>>42282086
your instructions ? i. uhm i don't get it,,,. i. please just tell me what to do...

i.. wha i. but if i don't beg how. i. um. i don't... oh. there's no way i can convince you.

but i. i have to i have to try i need it so baddd

NEVER????? wait you can't wait noooooo i. it's not nothing!!! it's nothing when youre not this worked up but i need it i need it so fucking much i pleasee come onnnn youcan't just do this to me You don't get it!!!!
i
oh
i
wait fuck I'm
sorry

>>42281934
(it’s alright i’m being way fucking weirder
weird is hot. nobody wants to erp vanilla sex)

>>42281881
The problem with all your begging, you understand, is that I have no reason to let you cum. I enjoy seeing you like this. It brings me great joy to hear you plead for the slightest bit of stimulation.

And as your owner, am I not the most important thing in your life? Is my pleasure not the only thing that matters here? What reason do I have to lose such an entertaining little performance, just to satisfy the whims of an empty-headed toy? In my eyes you’re being incredibly selfish.

So I’ll give you one chance. Use whatever words you can still pull out of the mush that is your brain, and give me a list of reasons why you should cum. How does it benefit me? What will I gain from this? If I’m not satisfied with your explanation, you will not be allowed to touch yourself again.

And no, I do not give a shit about whether or not you’re enjoying this.

(i gotta dash again for a bit. sorry i keep vanishing for so long. i’ve got work to do so i’m sort of working around it
lemme know if i’m taking it too far. i worry i got a little intense at the end there)

>>42282096
man i KNOW my dinky college town has to have some freaks in it but I'm so terrified to put myself out there... sighsigh, anxiety

>>42282084
yeah it fuckin sucks looking masculine. i feel like women have so much more fun in sex (and everywhere else). i want to feel desired and also i want to find myself attractive. i know it’s agp as fuck but i don’t want to just be a boring old straight guy forever.

>>42282158
You're so pathetic it's actually hilarious

>>42282170
(nooo this isn't weird i meant i felt silly for wanting to *actually* ask to cum...
also don't worry about it!! you really aren't gome for very long and i understand having real things to do [although it's late for me and I'm just layin in bed by this point]
also i will let you know! but this is fine so far. i say fine, it's hot. as fuck. orgasm control is so. fucking ohmygod i Fuck)

s,.selfish??? that means I'm bad wait but you said i was... no i can't be a bad toy i have to. hmn

reasons? i.. can't. fuck i can't think of any it's what if you're feeling really nice i.

oh. ...you don't care?
i. have a reason.

what if i just stopped begging anyway? what would you do then?

>>42282206
you sound like my friend and haii buggyyy !!!

>>42282235
Haiiiii nona how are youuuu :3

>>42282188
yeah :((

>>42282206
i Promise this is played up for indulgent fun i swear irl i am a cold badass and cool as shit and i like get so msny women and stuff im not pathetic at all

>>42282244
haiii goooodddd just miserable and unable to careto cum again <3333 hruuu

i honestly hate the tripfag & her orbiters that clog the thread with faggot RP shit

>>42282406
the rp is unrelated to the trip...

>>42282406
woah now relax i am coming here because i am a mentally ill man and taking applications to be kicked in the stomach do u want me to kill a thread everyday to do that

>>42282426
submissive man? disgusting

>>42282406
"she" looks looks like pig too

>>42282461
tranny manmoder so yeah pretty much

sue me

>>42282406
Why are you hating?
>>42282464
Just tell me you love me anon...

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welcome_to_heaven is like junk food, it's unrealistic and fagslop and yet it's a dispatch from a world where things are good and people get to be in love and I can't look away

>laying in bed
>Wearing only Panties
>Getting ads for panties and lingerie like crazy
The algorithm is too much is it?

>>42282969
What kind of panties?

>>42280589
jfc need so bad

>>42282969
they know

>>42282652
its soo cute tho

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too hot to do anything except goon my shit as a disgusting agp transgirl with fortunately blessed curves bahaha fuck i love how tender my fat fucking tits and ass feel and legit its shocking to me that despite being a lateshit i have something starting to resemble an hourglass (no you cant see)
>>42274393
>Qott
I went from being dead silent (because i hated myself and i hated any form of pleasure) to groaning and moaning like an animal, it doesnt sound masculine or feminine and sometimes it swings between both but its mostly feral growling and hedonism. hedonistic groans and cries of pleasure pleasure pleasure

>alcohol makes me really horny
>weed makes jerking off feel way better
I have combined the two and now cannot get hard. Transbian tops please tell me how you would use me as a urinal or fucktoy please (good ending) or just get mad at me and call me a malebrained loser for posting this (bad ending).

I need my gock sucked by a transbian

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two hours of constant sex with my gf last night was so fun but also kind of set off my dysphoria a little bc im half-preop and she’s postop. i want the full operation but PIV is so much easier than any other kind of sex and it’s a workout for both of us as it is

pic unrelated

I need to be penetrated so bad ugh

>>42278801
I need to fuck chaca so bad

>>42285132
i got you bend over or hop on my lap

>>42278801
PLEASE post disc

>>42282158
>it's nothing when youre not this worked up
Do you think your porn-addled brain can make a rational decision? An orgasm is nothing. It's lower than nothing. It's such an incredibly base, low desire that only an animal would be as desperate as you. Nobody else thinks about cumming this much. You truly are a slut. You should be thankful that I'm keeping you away from such empty pleasures.

>>42282233
>i meant i felt silly for wanting to *actually* ask to cum...
(no that's perfectly fine you can do it if you want. actually that sounds really hot
bear in mind i can't respond immediately though)
>what if i just stopped begging anyway? what would you do then?
Oh? I guess you didn't want to cum after all. Well, that makes my job easier. Shame about the begging, but you can't have everything. I do so love watching you drip, though. I think I'm just going to keep you pent up like this. Maybe that can be your full-time job.

Seriously, is this some pitiful attempt at a strike? At an actual rebellion? Who do you think you are? You are not in a position to be making demands. You are nothing. A toy for me to use as I see fit.

What are you hoping to get from me? Do you think you can withhold anything from me? Do you think you actually have any power? Do you think I'm as pathetic and desperate as you, able to be driven insane over being denied a momentary pleasure?

It's hilarious to think you could stop yourself from begging. This has consumed you so much that it's all you think about. Debasing yourself in the desperate attempt to cum is second nature to you. It probably took all your willpower just to make your pitiful demands.

You will always lose. I'm stronger, smarter, more important... and I outrank you. You are nothing. If I decide you won't cum again then you won't, no matter how "unfair" it sounds. Getting ideas above your station just reminds me why you never deserve to cum. A toy is disposable. A toy can be replaced.

Any other reasons?

>>42285247
(what a nice thing to wake up to :D although, I'll have to stop re-reading it and respond at some point...
oh uhm
weh I'll feel silly doing it now, i won't really be in a position to. do anything like that until later...
well, I'll feel silly asking anyway,. i guess if i don't I'll just have to deal with... nevermind.
> can't respond immediately
that's okay! ~~ive been holding off a few days already i can handle it~~)

wait, you're still going to keep me-? fuck, fuck ireallythoughtthatwould howstupidofme i
> you are nothing. a toy for me to use as i see fit
ffuckckdn i mean i sorry ma'am i.. yes ma-- no i, i need to...

just. please pleaseeeeeeeeeenmmmg pleaee pleaepleasepleae just let me i,,. fuck. I'm. i said i wouldn't. you're right , i really can't stop myself... that is,,. kinda pathetic....

ma'am i. just, please....

> you will always lose... you never deserve to cum.
!! i, hey that's not! fair -! fuck you!
oh
shitshitshitshitshitshitshitwhydidifuckfuckfuckwhyfuckfucksorrysorrysorryfuckfucksorrypleasedontsorryfuckfuckshitfucksorrysorrysorymfmmgmmgngngngn

Showing my stupid hole :((
https://litter.catbox.moe/0qhn2ulandrpjn1a.mov

Transbianism is evil and excludes men from having sex with 90% of trannies

>>42285705
>cute at first
>penis

EWWWWWWWWWW

>>42285705
i need to eat your stupid hole

>>42285712
Trans girls just aren't attracted to men

>>42285849
fuck off i want to marry a tranny and i'm a man

>>42285705
you're so fucking hot! i need you rn.

>>42285857
Become a girl and you'll find one within minutes

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>>42274393
i love spamming this thread cuase maybe one day itll worjk

does someone want to kick me in the tummy you really can be as horribly mentally ill and bad for me as you want as long as ur like maybe 4/10 hot and have very little morals about human pain

>>42286233
hell no I want to OWN a tranny not BE a tranny

>>42285712
Okay I disagree but also why the fuck does it feel like >75% of mtfs are lesbians? Like wtf? Is it all just former straight men??? It feels so weird being a straight tranner

>>42285734
i have never had my butt licked or eaten oiut although I would really love to :x i really love the idea of sitting on someone's face with a big poofy dress and locking them in under my ass and skirt :3

>>42285849
TRVKE
troons are gynephiles with male sexuality

Wahhhh my male pussy is absolutely wrecked

https://voca.ro/1hBzdJ3vjfaj

>>42285705
I need to see more of you immediately

>>42285705
Video just kept getting better and better.
You're gorgeous. I'd devour you night and day. Mandatory face sitting and hand holding.

>>42286733
i'm into this but i'm also really into cutting girls a lot
does that bother you

>>42285734
>>42287072
>>42285900
>>42287085
You retards do realize you're never gonna have sex with her or anyone else from this thread right

>>42287130
>having sex with trannies
Bro you gay or something?

>>42287130
Seething in hornygen about people being horny

I want to touch my gock to women

>>42287202
That's evil and you should consider getting touched by men instead

>>42285705
i almost didn't see this. you are way too hot jesus christ i'll never have someone like this, now i am depressed
thanks for the hole tho

>>42287234
naw I'm good
I wanna tranhandle a girl

>>42287272
but trannies are a limited resource making up less than 1% of the population, which means that transbians are wasted resources that could be going towards making a man happy.

source: i am HSTS

>>42287342
>which means that transbians are wasted resources that could be going towards making a man happy.
TRVTH NVKE

Transbian couple that invites me over just to me mean to me because I'm a chaser

>>42287085
I love face sitting :3 I want to keep someone under my petticoat for hour + and sweat all over them like a chair under my heavy dress and petticoat :3

>>42285705
Ummmm impregnate?

>>42287096
absolutely not my body is nothing more than a weird lump of flesh i never wanted it anyways

do u live in toronto thats where i am from