i completely stopped consuming adult material but the dysphoria just got much stronger now that i am lucidwhat do? i dont wanna hon out
>>42279663at the very least take estrogen and rep. the dysphoria isnt going away. might as well prevent your body from masculinizing further and making it worse
>>42279680but i am a man, and i just need an healthy outlet to live out my fantasies of being tenderly loved and cherished as a womanno one loves a tranny, so why take E
>>42279717you can take e and be a man. thats what i did for 3 years, and i had no problems. i did eventually decide to troon out, but i easily could have just lived as a man on estrogen the rest of my life.fantasies dont really do shit when at the end of the day you look down at yourself and just see a big hairy man body. theres a reason 50 year old men still decide to troon out even with a wife and kids, its because the dysphoria is way too strong. what makes you think youre going to be an exception to this. so you can at least help yourself out a bit by preventing testosterone from poisoning your body further, doesnt mean you have to fully troon out
>>42279789Not OP, but at what age?I bit the bullet and got into hrtrepping in late 30s.even if i never pass, repping became straight up untenable :(
>>42279839i orginally started hrt at 21 with the intention of going full troon, but i quickly realized i wouldnt be able to pass and hrtrepped for the next 3 years. now im 25 and i decided i would rather just live as a 6 foot tall twinkhon then as a guy. being trans sucks ass, but its better than being a man by a longshot. i think even if i was a 50 year old obese man, i would still take estrogen because theres really no reason not to if you have dysphoria.
>>42279994Thank you for the reply.I'm 39 but lower height and still shockingly cute face and already long hair.Went through the legal motions in 2025 (got official diagnosis, etc.), did laser and finally got on E this week.Not much expectations but not even trying is no longer an option.
OP herei am less than 5 foot 7but my face is pretty masc at certain angles and while i would date a man with my face i genuinely fear my own face
>>42280060>i genuinely fear my own faceffs exists.And it's not just for trannies.>i am less than 5 foot 7Take your hrt, nona :3Get going with the voice training.
>>42280083but i am literally Baxter from Hazbin Hotel, if they made a live action of the show, can ffs still fix me? i imagine will need several revisions
>>42280125*rolls eyes*JFC just touch grass and stop comparing yourself to cartoons, already.I had to look who that is because I'm not American and I'm a normal human besides being a tranny. Normal people have no idea who Baxter is and don't care anyway.I literally don't believe you that you look like this.
>>42280125i have long midface as well. ffs cant fix midface, but it can fix all the other stuff, so youll hopefully at least just end up looking like a mid woman. i would still prefer that over having the handsomest guy face in the world
>>42280191>>42280188>at least just end up looking like a mid womanThat's me basically after ffs. Maaaaayyybe a 6 without makeup. But I always register female. Not cute, not super attractive but also not ugly. Just... female.Turns out that's more than enough every single time.t. >>42280083