does anyone else feel old as hell before they're even 24i thought retarded teens thought this way not 23 and almost a half year olds. i wish i started hrt at 18-19. i started at 21 and i feel like by the time hrt does jack shit my youth will be over and i just missed being 18-24 outright. i mean even if i wake up tomorrow perfectly passing it was already missed since it's almost over now
yeah i felt old as fuck at 24 and the more people i meet and the more i do things i want to do the younger i feel. just start living, its not an age problem its that you dont feel alive
i didnt realize i was a person until i was 27 now im freaking out
>>42279832i need an emotional support tranny i cant stop thinking about it
i love ame-chan
>>42280638i love diphenhydramine but i have heart issues from it
>>42279832yeah i missed my whole life up until now. gonna miss the rest of it too. probably won't even kill myself cause it wouldn't make a difference
>>42280833what happened
>>42279832yeah same, i started at 21 and it really gets me down how i basically tossed all my youth away because i was too afraid/ashamed to do anything about my condition. Feels bad :<
>>42279832yeah. I trooned at 23 after I had repped all the way through college and I'm never gonna have that experience again. I feel like I've only been properly alive and awake for like 2 years. I feel developmentally stunted and behind almost everyone else because I am. by the time I'm fully transitioned and passing my youth will be mostly behind me (not that it isn't already) and I'll have precious little left to enjoy :)
>>42280866nothing really. that's kind of the problem
>>42281043i feel that. id give anything for a do over
>>42280901i didnt go to college. i want to but i also know if i do even if i did NOW (ill more likely be 24-26) ill never have the proper college experience. i also turned 18 only 5 months after covid became a pandemic so i think the "real" college experience was just shut off from me no matter what i did
>>42281059i used to think that but honestly idk if i could be bothered doing all of this again
>>42280495i hate when i have no one to talk to
>>42281199you can talk to me
>>42281199hi nona. it’s ur support tranny u ordered (o^^o) i love u and hope u find peace
>>42281207>>42281230can we talk on discord
>>42281366i typically avoid adding people here on discord but i can make a burner if being there for you can at least help you a little. what’s on your mind right now? i read through the thread and relate quite a lot to your experience (same age as well lol). do you seek advice or just someone to hear you?
>>42281420uh i can just drop mine if u or anyone else wants to addits kinda a burner since i just dont use this acct and never got around to deletingtag: meanspo
>>42279832>by the time hrt does jack shit my youth will be over and i just missed being 18-24 outrightyou wont be 40 think about that you littel shit
>>42283372what
>>42283460by the time hrt does jack shit you wont be trying to date at 40 years old 25-30 is peak ur a real adult and not old yet
>>42279832Nope Im in my early 40s, bald, and regularly fuck 18-19yr prime trans girl ass with my bwc.Bitches love a daddy.
>>42283598i didnt mention dating thoim poor and wont not be by 25 almost certainly
ach mel
>>42283857i will never be happy
