whats with transfems on here and being substance dependent?i've met so many like over 50 transfems on here and they're all addicted to smoking or snorting something Why? you are all so pretty yet you do such horrible things to yourself
its helps cope with reality. an escape.
> you are all so prettylies, i am an ogrehon
>>42281811being a stoner is very different from being addicted to ket retard, don't lump us all together
>>42281875no thats the thing theres stoner ones but they usually don't maintain looks and end up being boymoders but they are mentally stable minus maybe a bit more sensitivethen there cokeacolapassoids who end up being so hot yet they're mentally insane then theres voidhons or khons who ignore the problembasically none of this is helping you girlstaking estrogen would be better than any of this
>>42281929I think you're looking at this the wrong way, being trans is already very hard and developing substance abuse issues is very tempting and easy when you have all of that weighting on you. a sober tranny who's mentally stable and doesn't self harm is genuinely a diamond in the rough. most of us never develop easy ways to cope with the weight of the world and our problems so we get hooked on drugs instead. this isn't a tranny thing either, cis people do this all the time too, I mean last year I literally saw my brother OD an almost die a few weeks after our grandma passed, and before his girlfriend explained it I had already connected the dots to that worsening his mental health a lotasking why do we do this to ourselves is stupid and fail to meaningfully understand at all the issues that are caused from trauma, as well as how addiction worksalso most of those girls you talk about are also probably still actively taking estrogen, yes it makes things easier and better but not 100%, it doesn't fix you. personally I became much more of a stoner after hrt cause of the massive reduction in my substance tolerance
>>42282026do you watch sissy stoner hypno? ive always found that to be an interesting subgenre
>>42281811are cis people any different tho? unfortunately not
>>42282064never been into sissy hypno cause I'm normal but maybe I'll check it out for fun
>>42282026>I think you're looking at this the wrong way, being trans is already very hard and developing substance abuse issues is very tempting and easy when you have all of that weighting on you. a sober tranny who's mentally stable and doesn't self harm is genuinely a diamond in the rough. most of us never develop easy ways to cope with the weight of the world and our problems so we get hooked on drugs instead. this isn't a tranny thing either, cis people do this all the time too, I mean last year I literally saw my brother OD an almost die a few weeks after our grandma passed, and before his girlfriend explained it I had already connected the dots to that worsening his mental health a lot>asking why do we do this to ourselves is stupid and fail to meaningfully understand at all the issues that are caused from trauma, as well as how addiction works>also most of those girls you talk about are also probably still actively taking estrogen, yes it makes things easier and better but not 100%, it doesn't fix you. personally I became much more of a stoner after hrt cause of the massive reduction in my substance tolerancewhy the hard stuff though?Weed is fine but the amount of perfect passoids with amazing lives that are considered hot even by cis standards that i see doing coca or speed or etc its insane, its like 1 in every 3 trans girl i meet
I had a tobacco+weed+alcohol addiction. Honestly there was a lot of addiction in my family. I remember when I was 13 my older sister gave me a ride to the store because I was basically raising myself. I knew she was high on meth because she kept talking really fast and stepping really hard on the gas pedal. I'm white trash so like half my bloodline has had drug or alcohol dependency issues at some point. These days I just use coffee and aspartame as my vices. Hot coffee is really important for me in mimicking the ritual of smoking a cigarette. I'm not trying to have OP go "good job you are one of the good ones" but I just think a lot of us will grow out of addiction. We really need like an mtf kendrick lamar or guts role model figure that teaches young trans women the importance of hard work, discipline, delayed gratification, working through emotions, self respect, having a spine etc.
>>42282026>>42282325as other anons have pointed out its a lack of support like a complete lack of support not even some guy on discord giving a shit about you let alone your own family or general societythat leads you into iti'm probably gonna get shit for this or made fun of but i'm addicted to painkillersnot just codeinand OxyC but acetomordefine/paracetamol and aspirin and ibuprofen too idk why or how this happened but i get really severe nauseatingly bad dissociation and over stimulation due to autism and my aggressive step dad and psychopathic mom plus my actual dads narcissistic nature of lying a lot and not messaging me ever oneday i identified the spinning drilling sensation my head gets when i hear my step dad slamming doors and shit around the house yelling and swearing as a form of brain pain so i decided to take painkillers for it and so far it numbs me and makes me feel stupid rather than in pain when i get in that stateNot a fix but it helpscodine and oxy help more but anything is better than that paini've tried therapy and doctors and talking to people but people like OP don't give a shit and abandon us when we vent so we use substances basicallyit sucks but yeahi just wish i want someone to find me and love me despite being broken and hug and hold me as i sob and tell me its okay and not hate me for using painkillers to try survive this fucked mental statei wish my brain wasn't so broken :(i'm sorry this got emotional anons if anyone even reads this :(
>>42282544>but acetomordefine/paracetamol and aspirin and ibuprofen tooi recommend working on that it sorta stops working and you have to take more and then it destroys your liver kidneys and stomach lining and you get ulcers and ibs and migraines and its really not even worth it i try really hard not to take either unless i have serious muscle pain or debilitating halo migraines now. its kinda physically worse for you than opiates and you dont even get high
>>42282773>i recommend working on that it sorta stops working and you have to take more and then it destroys your liver kidneys and stomach lining and you get ulcers and ibs and migraines and its really not even worth it i try really hard not to take either unless i have serious muscle pain or debilitating halo migraines now. its kinda physically worse for you than opiates and you dont even get highopioids have been doing the trick recently but i want to try swap it for something better long term speed is good too and coke but its sad to do alone
>>42282119lol dont. its generally bottom of the barrel goonwall just with an occasional added green text Now Puff overlaid on a cloud of smoke or plain black screen. incredibly lazy
>>42281811Being young and dumb. If your doing drugs and getting blacked out drunk every week after 30 you have problems.
>>42281811ive basically not gone outside (besides to the doctor) for years and spend all my time inside getting high (taking dabs or 7oh if i can afford it) and its because, idk. im basically just waiting to die? i am so tired, and have been so alone for such a long time. i went through all the stages of grief before finally accepting that, these four walls, is where i will die. i will never live beyond this tomb i have created for myself. one of the only reasons i dont kill myself is it means leaving my stuffie behind. i cant do that, i cant abandon her i just cant do it, i love her too much and she is all i have. i imagine them taking her away in a red medical bag and throwing her in an incinerator like garbage because ive blown my brains out and decayed all over her pretty pink fur. i could never do that to her ._.
>>42282867so all trans people are young so it is a trend?
>>42281811is snorting my bfs cum really that bad? its just like blowing my nose in reverse desu
what the fuck i just sat down
>>42282882I think all here are. Except me. Im ancient.
I've stopped smoking weed.The only two substances I'm still addicted to are caffeine and nicotine, the two things I can't seem to quit despite several attempts.
>>42282980For as long as there have been niggers dying, he stood.
