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01/09/26(Fri)01:03:51 No.42283398

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Anonymous 01/09/26(Fri)01:03:51 No.42283398

>be me ftm, 14
>never showed any interest in crossdressing
>repulsed by the idea of wearing womens clothes
>meet guy twice my age online, internet microcelebrity
>become his friend
>by friend i mean he professed his love to me on multiple occasions (usually when he wanted me to do something)
>become ridiculously attached to him
>defend him against allegations of him grooming me because "i love him!! im mature!!" (i was retarded)
>he shows me pics of his bulge wearing booty shorts and thigh highs
>wtfheshot.jpg
>jerk off to pics of him
>fantasize about him raping me (as all well adjusted people do when theyre in a very healthy relationship)
>eventually turn my entire online identity into how much i love femboys
>he encourages it as much as possible
>year or smth passes
>he goes from loving me to stalking me and making my life hell
>hate his guts
>...still find him hot
>...still have a femboy fetish
>friend (who later turned out to be a sexual predator too :D) buys me thigh highs in exchange for pics of me wearing them
>look down and see myself in those socks
>sexual awakening happens
>officially agp
>crossdress sexually, fantasize of being forcefemmed/force detrans'd, typical weird ass agpooner stuff
>crossdress at school, say im "exploring my feminine side"
>become typical theyfab plus crippling dysphoria i repress in favor of crippling dissociation
>eventually go to therapy and stop being a hypersexual freak 24/7
>still massively agp years later
did he just awaken something that was already there, or was i actually forcefemmed? hot if true