>take estrogen>it become infinitely more enjoyable to hate people for being different to me>slowly lose all hope for gay rights of any significant kind>hetty genocide fantasies start creeping in>slow creeping desire to be the most hateful hon aliveanyone else?
>>42283475That isn't surprising since poison is permeating throughout your body.Don't tell me you actually believed that the ""estrogen"" you're taking is chemically indistinguishable from the real thing...
stop the wars stop the hatelove is love
>>42283475its this site nona
thank god people with this mentality generally sink to the bottom rungs of society, out of any position of power or importance. damn see someone, OP
>>42283475yeah i think this might just be a you thing nona
>>42283593the hilarious thing is it isnt, its pure recollection of my experiences thus far in the chemical soup ive been taking. its really hard to not go over everything that led to this position and not conclude that ultimately, the problem is and always was cishets, and will be so long as they live. theres something genetically wrong with them, theyre a self propagating child molesting aberration of nature and the kindest thing we could do to them and the children of the future is flay cishets alive.>>42283611i genuinely did, they told me they couldnt do anything for me>>42283589love is something your parents tell you about while leering over you like some kind of toy
>>42283619then why do we keep reaching for this culturally?
>>42283631who is we? maybe you need to stop hanging out with those people
>>42283641these people are 4chan, discord, twitter, 4tran, and anywhere like it. the only place that isnt like this is the perpetual goon sesh that is /r/mtf
>>42283620>i genuinely did, they told me they couldnt do anything for mejust see someone else then, not everyone is that bad. a lot of people are bad but not all. either that or just fix yourself. either outcome is viable
>>42283654i cant fix what i see floating in the abstract so easily. i cant fix the patterns i see playing out. i never wanted to be hateful, it just seems like this is the only sane call.
>>42283620>love is something your parents tell you about while leering over you like some kind of toyyou look like this irl
>>42283664sure i doyou think like it though
>>42283475What is siddharthan?
>>42283475>picreltag urself im fake-straight twinkhon
OP heregot dick and im feeling better>>42284813its supposed to come with this too
>>42285512Hello my friend, what possessed you to write this?
>>42285512>>42283475This shit so for real
>>42285512I’m legit creating new world views based on this chart and what it says about me
>>42287465lmao>>42286247good feelings
>>42285512fake-straight twinkhon describes me so well i hate you i hate you i hate you
>>42283475>>42285512Me in the bottom row, second column from the right.Striving to move up one row or left one column.
>>42288761im lilith in spirit at least
>>42283475political extremisthon aspiring to be a dionysian-chaos passoid
>>42285512if there's a pooner version of the fakestraight twinkhon it's me
>>42283475no not really, I just became a better more accepting person on hrt.
>>42289073based, lets be a fakestraight st4t couple
>>42289073rip poonfrenwere you always not exclusively into women?>>42289149tell me your secrets, anon. i lost my last capacity to believe in anything and now all i care for is whatever joy i can claw from the world for myself. therell be no gay acceptance, i never was nor ever will be a woman, heterosexuals will exploit and abuse us until the end of time unless we somehow summon the malice to do something to stop that. worse still, that pulse of loathing is the only thing that still animates my utterly shot nerves like some god unknown drug im hooked on.
>>42289247i've never dated a tgirl but i do imagine i'd enjoy st4t.>>42289268i refuse to truly label my sexuality now but i'm probably bi. i only date women but feel no real pleasure from it besides the ego boost of being the "man," and providing for/taking care of them and such, as well as viewing myself as above them, being the more logical and stable one etc. but eventually taking on all of this with typically super bpd girls i get sick of them and break up.i constantly fantasize about fucking (topping) cisguys but i can't stand the idea of actually dating one and how i'd look in comparison to them let alone how people would view the relationship. so i just suffer. and get my emotional fulfillment from male friendships.
>>42289751is it possible that theres something in your conception of how you need to exist and operate thats keeping you from your joys in your current relationship? how long have you been on T?
>>42289894not on T yet which is probably the whole reason why
>>42289950how come youre not on T? you short on cheap sources?
>>42289268>tell me your secrets, anonDifferent nona but can relate to >>42289149Ig I'm just lucky but about 2yrs in everything just fit into place. Almost all at once.For three years (even before starting hrt) it felt I was going nowhere. I'd voice train, looksmax, take my shots, trying to get a job (moderate to low success), I picked up cooking, tried to date (zero success) but I just kept on doing all of those out of habit and soldiered on through the void.And then suddenly things started fitting in. My thought patterns finally felt right (as opposed to feeling nothing). I suddenly had a will to work, move, walk, talk... basically to live, not just exist.Now I'm maybe too joyous for my own good, lol. But I'm glad I soldiered on through the void instead of succumb to self-hatred and emptiness.
>>42283475it just means you have more confidence and self esteem now, which is good!
