anons im a massive loser estrogenized trap passoid with actual tomoko tier perversions and social akwardness. i spoke to my oshi recently and despite treating him like all my art friends (and ive had big ass art friends) the viewer streamer gap just ruined everything even if i started talking to him before i even became a viewer. im so fucking autistic and i can handle corpospeak and schooljargon. i can handle sexting other guys for money too theyre so damn easy. but this internet ettiquitte is too damn much for me i went completely private on everything over it. how can i get less awkward around people i respect? i hate being friends w chud lowlives and lame trannies. i wanna be a sensation. picrel (me)
>>42285775tldr
>>42285775i have no idea what the fuck youre saying 90% of this post but it's obvious that you are a piece of shit so i hope no solution comes to you