Just had the bleak realization that I’ve known i’m trans (ftm) for 10 years and actively repped. Mostly because of other people. If nobody else cared i would start hrt tomorrow, instead i can’t even speak the word transgender out loud without getting nervous. Anyone got advice other than rope
>>42289167Blow up and then act like you don't know nobody
>>42289167you're personality type means you probably shouldn't transition
>>42289167For me its the "you support me right?" "yeah anon"then we go to actually make the appointments and its>300$?!!>y-yeah I support you
>>42289315Insurance... Why are you rawdogging it?
>>42289167Why do you want to give up your vagina privilege to be a basement floor below the bottom of the barrel dickless manlet poonon
>>42289219Fr>>42289296Ur right my myers-briggs is intj which means Testosterone might turn me into an evil supervillain >>42289315Bro get insurance and therapist letters atp
>>42289339>>42289346Vagina broke it dont work no moreAnd i don’t fw guns or have a reason to want to commit mass murder so maybe jump anon
>>42289167>Anyone got advice other than ropeWell... Probably just start with HRT and see what happens
>>42289167diy start working out and voice train so people don't notice your voice dropping if you have to girlmodeyour dysphoria sounds pretty bad but if you have no hope for passing then probably don't poon out, don't know how tall/masculine you are already
>>42289339Dickless manlets are kinda hot tho...
>>42289167Get a tall bf and let him Detroit u
>>42289511God I wish I had a poon boy to beat up and fuck senseless
>>42289323>>42289358I'm an immigrant, I don't understand this weird yankee healthcare shit and I haven't cared yet since I'm not poor and it's cheaper than what it is in my home country without insurance, despite socialized healthcare
>>42289167why do you care what they think? they've forced you to rep for 10 years. if they think you shouldn't troon then they're retards and you're going to waste your life trying to please people who don't care about you.
>>42289900Pleasing others is one thing, making sure i don’t lose all access to a job or lose my entire family’s support is another. I definitely need to just stop wasting my life, though. >>42289463Honestly pooning might work for me, i’m 5’11 and not nearly feminine enough to pass as female 100% as is. Still worry about being any uglier tho but that seems to be common on this board.
>>42289785>I'm an immigrant, I don't understand this weird yankee healthcare shitLook into it, I've never spent more than $250 total to transition over the last 6 years. Don't give America your money.
>>42289167>10 years of "repping" because "other people"If you had anything to actually repress, you would've realized caring about what other people think about this issue is irrelevant after at most 5-6 years dealing with it. You actively chose to grow into the woman that you are, nobody forced you.Believing your own unwillingness to fix a problem you likely never even had is someone else's fault, all based off your own emotions, is basic female brain chemistry.>If nobody else cared>i can’t even speak the word transgender out loud without getting nervousCase in point.You wouldn't benefit from transition, there's nothing to realize. It's okay to be a tomboy, Nona. Don't worry.>>42289358>she's into pseudopsychologyAlready fitting in with more women than men, no wonder you've gotten by.
>>422902965'11"???please please poon out anon ygmi
>>42290388>Mfw I like america thoughI did, we're getting 90 dollar health insurance that saves us roughly 1200 a month compared to what we were spending before, lmaoI can't believe people bitch about healthcare in this country
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>>42289167If that's your art I think I might have bought a commission from you circa 2021 lol
>>42290486The mbti thing was a joke lmao.
>>42290296>5'11POON OUT NOWt. 5'10 dood (there should be more of us, for optics)
>>42293349>>42290582How bad have short ftms been for optics my god
>>42293960i don't agree with other anon so much i just want op to live his best life and being 5'11" is a golden ticket
>>42289167hrt rep and butch max
>>42294143Hrt repping isnt a thing for ftms
>>42290296>5’11i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
>>42295934I hate me too
>5'11You should kill yourself
>>42297236yes sir
