trannies expire by 25 if you didnt start hrt as a teen (including 18-19) you will only start to potentially pass after your youth passes. there is nothing to live for after youth is over.t. started at 21, 28 months later still look hideous and manly
>>42290288>babytranny riding out 2nd puberty doompostingHope the venting is helping you. But you having a slow first 2 years is not reality. Started at 25 and am 10 years in, not struggling with passing and found a comfortable style that I enjoy. Age isn’t the factor (but the younger the better), but genetics plays the majority role. And even then, there are elder trannies that make it work still.>self worth tied to youthimmature take. Find a passion not tied to fleeting youth: play an instrument, become a researcher, start a garden, travel the world. Literally ditch the teenage angst.
>>42290490>babytranny>you having a slow first 2 years is not realitywhen do you stop being a babytranny and when does hrt worki wanna kill myself by 25 still
>>42290726im 27 started at 24 and i want to kill myself even though i pass! hope that helps
>>42290288Literally all depends on the individual genetics
gonna start at 27 whatever happens happens
>>42290773ill consider suicide more
can i be honest im just a dumb jobless, degreeless, tranny who stopped being homeless who's struggling i cant stand the thought of being 25 i want to blow my brains out when i hear 23 year olds typically finished or are finishing college and im 23 and 5 months so basically half of this is fucking gone for nothing
>>42290288nona you can't rely only on hrt
>>42290288what if i started hrt before i was a teen? i started at 12
>>42290726anecdotally? i’d say about 2-3 years in. Preferably, I’d say you’d move on from babytrans when you become self-aware of how your emotions can fluctuate, and learned how to manage them as to not result in irrational or unreasonable outbursts. (i.e. when you’re no longer indistinguishable to a teenager going through puberty and having fits)Like >>42290773 is 3 years in but is still figuring it out. And some pass can be given for stressors in life that warrant it: discrimination, family abandoning you, being medically gatekept. Regardless of how shit awful our lives can be; being suicidal like >>42290804 is still irrational, and a mental illness on its own. It’s valid to feel like the world is against us because awful people have scapegoated us, or to desire feeling no pain rather than agonizing pain daily, but it doesn’t dispel the fact that being suicidal is still an illness.
>>42290846im already far too ill you can ask the psychs who saw me
>>42290860I don’t know your exact situation, but your illnesses do not get to take full blame. A part of your actions, and continued decisions in crashing out is still some amount your responsibility.People are suffering and do need assistance and help where necessary, but a visible portion of you at times are given opportunities to change the course of your life, yet decide not to, and it’s forever made me aware that those types of people are not only struggling but are genuinely awful people to others.
>>42290899can u help me
>>42290490Hi there fellow elderly (by this board's standards).Congrats for not succumbing to brainworms.Happy New Year!>t. started at 25, now 43
>>42290288> 19.5im gmi
>>42291190Were I had the resources, administration, and emotional energy to invest in it again, I would. But I’ve been dragged down to their level MULTIPLE times due to my over-confidence in believing I had the means to help all of them, regardless of my own well being. So I learned it the hard way and that it has to be a balancing act where I am not spent to the point of insanity over the well-being for others.You deserve to get help and to live a life filled with happiness and experiences, despite everything bad that may have happened to you and by you. All I can offer is just recommending you continue treatment involving mental health professionals, and internalize that you deserve self-worth. You deserve to have days where you smile and laugh. You deserve to live a life where you’re thriving and instill that same hope and happiness into others. And I hope that when you consciously recognize small opportunities to better your life, that you capitalize on them, and cherish every small victory, and wake up one day realizing things will get better come hell or high water.
i love ame-chan
>>42291248cheers to another year mate
>Tranies expire by 25Skill issue, I’m 25 and I still look around 18 or 19 so I’m gonna transition anyways
>>42291264honestly, probably>>42291333who dis can we both love ame-chan
>>42291428i looked like 12-15 (according to multiple others, mind you, i could go over all the times perhaps) when i was 21 and i didnt make ityou are probably best off trying if you dont plan to sui yet
>>42290288i'm not even 6 months into this shit and my want to kill myself has jumped up by 3 times>t. started at 20
>>42291463> i looked like 12-15 when i was 21 and i didnt make itholy shit im roping
>>42291463>>42291464Seriously nonas, just soldier on.In the meantime invest in developing a personality. Everyone has to do that, not just trannies.Also, the process will keep you busy as hrt works in the background.
>>42291526its literally over for me everyone on this board thinks im fucking ugly and a never passer
>>42291463i looked 20 when i was 15 and made it kek
>>42291534>placing ANY weight on the opinions of fucking 4channerswhat are you 13? Quit self-harming by being on here and go live your life that isn’t entirely devoted to transition.
>>42291534>everyone on this board thinks im fucking ugly and a never passerSo?Most people on this board are mentally deranged, brainwormed, too young to have any opinion worth considering, chasers or bad faith posters.Life is long, nona. And the world is far wider than this creche.Maybe it's time to log off. Invest in a personality beyond these dungeon online spaces.I boymoded for 5+ years. I had gotten content to never passing. Until I did.Passing is AN objective, but it can't be THE objective. There are a fuckton of things to do before and after that you can (and should) still do.
>>42291558>live your life that isn’t entirely devoted to transitionThank you! This should be a motto, desu
>>42291558>live your life that isn’t entirely devoted to transition.but it literally is though! this is the only thing keeping me alive!
>>42291594>only reason to be aliveget a dog
>>42291625i have a dog
>>42290490is that you??!!!
>>42291489yeah worst part is i dont look under 18 now like maybe just maybe i can get away with larping as 17 but not much further>>42291537i believe you its a cruel world>>42291526im gonna starve harder
>>42291668starving is not a personality.try out things. Staying an empty vessel is bad for you regardless of how you think the transition is going.
>>42290288t. expired tranny
How do you develop a personality as a tranny even?
>>42291963just copy what other people do
>>42292073Being a copycat is gay
>>42291963Find things that interest you. What makes you happy or excited? Form your own opinions and stop outsourcing to parasocial relationships like streamers or e-celebs. Read books and have conversations with yourself about the book’s contents. Look into philosophies and figure out what your take is and why. That’s making a personality
>>42291861>woman is when long hair, makeup, and chipped nail polish
>>42292228I just want to survive this shitty life honestly, there's obviously things I like and want to achieve. Like I would like to become some type of medical professional one day
>>42292218yeah it sucks but there's no substitute the missed female experience of childhood / teenage years
>>42292258Damn... yeah. You're right about that
>>42292246I don't have makeup on tho, ur projecting>>42292311it's a chud of a world
>>42292257surviving includes cherishing and nurturing your life. You’re not just transitioning; you have dreams, goals, personal thoughts and desires. Surviving is to also breathe life in a difficult world. We’re not machines.
>>42290288i started at 28 and im happy and pass :)
>>42292631may i ask how or why you waited until 28
>>42292690lack of knowledge and a fear of spiritual and/or paternal retribution up to and including my death and eternity in hell>felt indescribably wrong as a male since i was a kid>bottom dysphoria at like age 6>learned about surgically-transitioned people at age 14>never met a trans person until i was abt 22>i didnt know hrt existed until i was like 24>felt like my conservative father would hunt, attack and kill me if i transitioned>waited for him to die first, happened when i was 27>got my hrt prescription two months before i turned 28i wish i had learned about hrt years before i did but unfortunately i did not find the information at a young age
>>42292949How old are you now?Did transition work for you?>31yo hrtrepper still unsure
>>42292978im 31 years old now tooi had a very rough dooming patch in years 2 and 3 but transition worked out for me. i dont "girlmode" because i dont think that word means anything and i just wear unisex hoodies and sweaters and jeans still. but that's enough for me. i get gendered correctly in public.
>>42292616There isn't anything to celebrate or cherish.
>>42293001>i get gendered correctly in publicWow. That's amazing.I malefailed a lot in the last months, and I didn't expect that.I should probably still get ffs but I don't think I can get away with "manmoding" for much longer.Thanks for the story. Glad it worked out for you. Ig we're luckshits lol
>>42293016stop dooming braithalso why are you back to buggy?also hi
>>42293049Who?
>>42293075charlotte andrea p.
>>42293016Self-defeating logic. You can celebrate surviving the past 5 years for the kind of hell we’ve all been put through. You can be cherished. You’ve endured so much up to this point and continue to press forward because some part of you genuinely loves you and wishes to see you overcome the challenges and succeed in life. Think of a favorite food of yours and treat yourself to it. That’s cherishing yourself.
>>42293100I guess...
>twinkdeath comes for us allsure buddy
>>42292228dont do this i read philosophy all day and i feel very inferior to people with real hobbies like computer programming or gardening or whatever
>>42293135everyone feels inferior as they compare themselves to other. It’s one of the largest most common phenomenon introduced by the existence of social media: an environment where everyone seeks to only show their best selves unbeknownst the personal struggles everyone contends quietly in private. The illusion that everyone else is “perfect”. People have an awful habit to compare ourselves with others rather than comparing ourselves with our past, and how far we’ve advanced and come along. I promise you a lot of people feel mentally inferior to your philosophical awareness.
>>42290288What's your HRT method? What's your labs?Pls keep taking your pills/shots. I promise it gets better :)And find yourself someone to step on you as a playful outlet for low self-worth hahat.26
>>42293933>And find yourself someone to step on you as a playful outlet for low self-worth hahaGiving real transbian energy
>>42290490of course you pass, you were hot in the right way before.
>>42290288When I was 17 I tried diy but my parents found out and took it... Now that I'm dorming I've started it again but I'm never going to get back those 6 months and I think of killing myself just to spite them
>>42294048as shitty as it is you are dooming over nothing tbdesu but i like your idea
>>42290288started at 27, 32 now. i look 25 and pass with no issues.
