whats it like feeling nothing when you touch your empty ball sack and knowing you are now a leaf node in a family tree that spans millenniums, does it turn you on?
>>42293896I've got some news for you, Anon. One day, the sun is going to destroy the earth. If you go far enough along the timeline, then the entire universe will no longer be capable of hosting any kind of life at all. Your precious family tree is doomed no matter what you do unless you find a way to escape the universe as a whole, or to bring your family into a new universe intact.That thing you're so concerned about simply does not matter. It is essentially a scam to humans run on themselves in order to feel like their life has meaning as part of a larger whole, but that doesn't change the fundamentally illusional nature of it.
op, do you think that cis men with vasectomies get turned on by their vasectomy scar..?
>>42293935: ( what do i do then
hrt makes your balls empty? I knew it makes you infertile but i still want to be able to cum when i start hrt
>>42293957Live according to your values, whatever they may be. If it doesn't bother you bringing a child into the chaos of a dying world, then by all means, reproduce. But don't go around acting like everyone else should want to reproduce too because some of us see it for the scam that it is.Personally, I value happiness and comfort in my own life, and raising children is absolutely not conducive to that.
>>42293896I intend to get a shitton of viagra and donate a shitton of sperm before I look at getting an orchi (assuming I do)>>42293957Nothing we’re just fucked
>>42293984sorry i wasnt op. just confronted by things. i dont value things i just be alive
>>42293935But you have to deal with the weight that you actively ended it and sought it out, its different.>>42293943no but men get vasectomies after they get a kid plus its a bigger deal to cut a tube than to physically remove an external organ which you can feel an no longer cant
>>42293982Im talking physical neutering anon, non of that i can go back to being a man if i regret it hrt "infertility"
>>42293996>i dont value things i just be aliveThen continue being alive until the day you die. See, life is pretty easy, isn't it?
>>42294025okay, yay <3
>>42293896it does nothing.but then again I also froze my sperm and looking into surrogacy.
>>42293896Given how many mental disorders I have, I am glad my bloodline is ending
>>42294020How fucked is hrt infertility? Is it like my sperm are fucked forever or is it just dick no workie
>>42294243You sperm gets fucked, but it comes back if you stop.After several years (between 7 and 10) you may end up in a situation of dick not working, but cialis helps with that.>12yrs on hrt, still working dick
>>42294243Hrt 10 years. Recently got fucked over by my evil endocrinologist who has put me on placebo doses of bica. Dick never stopped working through all of it, but now I'm producing semen again. Who knows if it's viable, idgaf, the idea of fathering a child makes me physically ill. I am curious to see if I lose sexual function if I get an orchi, which is why I've held off for so long. Probably the path I'll have to take since my endo is convinced my previously stable monotherapy dosages will cause me to die violently.
Is this image from Panty and Stocking S2 ?
No, fuck you, I donated sperm so my bloodline is diversified, and therefore will have a better chance at persisting longer into the future.
>>42293896i never cared about having kids even before transitioning, so no loss really.
>>42294648>am curious to see if I lose sexual function if I get an orchiNope. It will just severely reduce libido and you'll have to learn how to get horny again (and differently).Also, why not change the endocrinologist? Or get bica from the black market?Fuck these people arrrrgh.
>>42294732>why not change the endocrinologist?Because it's always the same shit with these people. >Why are you taking bicalutamide? We only prescribe this as a last resort. >Why are you on injections? Why don't you just spend $80/month and do patches. >Your estrogen levels are too high, you're going to develop breast cancer or hypertension or hemorrhoids or some other dumb ass bullshit So then you have to widdle away at their medical malpractice defenses and play dumb until they get bored and stop being so fucking annoying. I have done this circus act with many GPs and endocrinologists. They are all the same. They are too focused on covering their own asses to see the patient in front of them. I would do DIY but I am aware there are risks involved with taking bica and hrt in general and I'm not about to spend money on blood tests. Socialized medicine.
>>42294911>Why don't you just spend $80/month and do patchesBecause they don't fucking work. That is the correct answer.>and I'm not about to spend money on blood tests. Socialized medicineIdk, nona. I prefer to spend the euros on the blood tests than be hondosed and strung along by the State idiots.Took a while but now I legit mog every single endocrinologist in the State system when it comes to tranny stuff.Good luck, what can I say. But you really should consider DiY. Especially since after 10 years you already got everything you could from hrt (in terms of changes) and now you're just doing maintenance.
>>42294959>But you really should consider DiY. I actually started DIY at 18 after they referred me to a trans clinic with a two year waitlist. Spiro and progynova. Told them I was DIY and they immediately got me on informed consent. I'm glad DIY works for you.
>>42294692Yah, episode 11
>>42293896I genuinely feel like my bloodline is cursed and won’t be missed. I’ve been reading some old vampire stories and it’s clear as day that it’s a metaphor for homosexuality.
>>42294255is there like posts of girls who detransitionned to freeze sperm somewhere and talk about how they felt?, i'd like to do that but i may want to kill myself if it takes months and see facial hair coming back after the laser
>>42293896i don't have an empty ball sack only labias and a hole that sucks up sperm to die...it's kind of sad>>42293982women don't make cum but still have orgasms..imagine that
>>42294243It could end up pretty fucked my pathology report afte orchie 5-6 years hrt said my right testicles had something like fibroids and my left one was starting to develop em
>chronically ill, autistic, colorblind, redhead trannyu sure u want me procreating
