Is repressing healthily actually possible or is it always more stressful than just biting the bullet? I've been stuck in manmoder hell for 2 years not doing anything other than hrt and I don't understand why I have no drive to transition, but the thought of giving up on the idea is painful. I won't ever pass and I really don't want to be a hon. Should I rep or just keep manmoding?
>>42295337hrtrep (manmoding) is better than repping>repper who learned this the very hard way
>>42295337Only you can decide that
>>42295337it is not. however, the first few years are *slow*. if you want, if you work on it, you'll be a woman for the rest of your life. you're not going to care in 20 years that the first 3 years were kind of slow. consider, what's one thing that makes you dysphoric that you want to work on and just work on that is it your facial hair? work on getting electrolysis. your voice? voice training. the way you dress? work on fashion. hate your dick? if you really focus and work hard, it could be gone forever in two years. while you work on this bigger project, other things will start to change without you noticing. try to reach out to other trans girls who started hrt around the time you did who live near you. they're probably all still in a super experimental phase
>>42295359I just want to go back to being a normal moid, lift weights, not care about having stubble, be able to date cis women again, live my life instead of feeling stuck.>>42295376>you're not going to care in 20 years that the first 3 years were kind of slow.will I care in 20 years that I still dont pass?consider, what's one thing that makes you dysphoric that you want to work on and just work on thatnot being a woman>is it your facial hair? work on getting electrolysis.i dont like interacting with people, im certainly not going to pay to let a stranger know im a tranny>your voice? voice training.I live with family and it doesn't work for the majority of people>the way you dress? work on fashion.I dont really care about that and women's clothing DOES NOT fit me>hate your dick?I dont because im faketrans>try to reach out to other trans girlsbeen there done that. i dont recommend it. I also lived in portland for a year and it was the worst year of my life.ITS OVER!!!
youre not going to be happy either way. take the path of least resistance
been hrtrepping for closing in on a decadeit doesnt actually get betteryou should prob just honmode and make friends with other tranniesi think it leads to a more fulfilling life in the end instead of just pissing away your time rotmaxxing
