and sometimes (it usually happens about 3 times a day) I hear him yelling and hollering he did it at 2 am once when I had work at 8am that day. When I asked him to stop he said that because I'd transitioned (because t. mtf) I was doing much better than him so didn't have the right to stop him alleviating his mental pain. FMSTL i need to get out of this place
>>42296349im scared that my dad is the same way bc i used to see him browsing tranny porn and gay dating sites when i was a kid. it also doesn’t help that he was surprisingly supportive of my transition when i came out to him
>>42296349He's going to murder you and wear your skin
I don't know if larp or not but I really hate this feeling that some amount of us inherited some kind of trans gene from our dads. My dad has said and done things that explicitly mark him as a repper and it bothers me to think there is a genetic component to this
>>42296362my brother is like thati caught him browsing sissification porn more than once and he has a secret stash of girl clothes...he has a strange mix of support and i guess repression too..he at one point told me it was a terrible idea to transition but he also won't completely cut me off like most of the rest of the family. like his argument seems to be that it's not practical more than that nobody should do it.too bad he is going bald while i live as a woman
>>42296576>>42297931my dad is kinda like this and i had some signs too in dreams when i realized im still trans. he would also attack me sometimes for stuff he thought was un-masculine but when i shaved my body hair he clearly saw but didnt say anything.
>>42299967*kinda like this as in >>42296576. there were some signs i noticed but not explicit stuff
>>42296576that's kinda why i'm afraid to troon. my dad seems pretty happy but what if me trooning awakens some secret repper personality inside him and it ruins his life?
>>42296576if this is true then that means i was fucked from the very beginning
