It’s been 9 months and in the beginning, the thought of stopping HRT was scary because of how much progress I made over the years but as time has passed, I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now. I need to know if this is possible to avoid and escape. I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday, and I don’t present feminine anymore, I deleted all platforms that encourage femininity and influence, and i dropped supporting friends about it. If you have any supplements, strategies, sources, or anything that can help me rid of these feelings permanently.. I would be very grateful.
>>42302779kek, I'm the person on discord that tried to get you to retroon, I have tranny thoughts myself, real close to trooning out, I ordered a vial of estrogen. Why'd you detrans? also how was it after detransing did your boobs shrink? Honestly I think we both are just trannies, and we can't escape it. I repped for 3 years, and everytime the thoughts come back I hate myself more than the last time.
Also there obviously isn't any fucking help for us, in the least you could manmode. If there was we'd know about it, and everyone would do that instead. nothing exists for us, the game was over from the start.
>>42302779>I’m now developing an urge or feelings again that I felt before I started HRT; that are happening now.obviously this was going to happenyou transitioned for a reason in the first place
>>42302861I don’t recall your name? And yeah I wanted to believe that was a good idea but it’s just not my life and I need to figure out a way to escape these feelings
I tried everything, but this is not a mental sickness nor a spiritual curse, this is part of your essence, trying to get rid of it is fruitless, you must accept yourself.
>>42302779hey idk u but i tried detrooning also and i made it 2 years, im back on anti androgens. gl i guess
>>42302779all true detrains reppers know that hat or not makes no difference at all, simply doesn't matter
>>42302983Your sentence has too many typos. I’m not sure i understand what you mean
>>42302779just pray harder
>>42303316fucking descension LMAO
>>42303316what did jesus mean by this
>>42303455The person said this to be condescending
>>42302779you would be a pretty woman
>>42303447huh learned a new word today
>>42303563she was very very pretty
>>42303563I used to present feminine a little already but I barely got fully into presentation and I’m trying to stop these thoughts from coming back
>>42303853naw nigga check your discord I am saving you
>>42303455nothing good
>>42303872poor choice of track lol
>>42303853you cannot be fr rn
>>42303316neeza looked like that??!!!? Wtf
>>42303919the hair coping too yk his ass would kill himself if he cut his hair
>I have Jesus in my life, I pray everyday,gosh I wonder why they want to detransition
>>42303939he probably doesn't look in the mirror, if you have long hair just having it in your peripheral vision makes you feel feminine. Biggest thing that pushed me to troon was my hair starting to recede. If I lose my hair it's rope time.
>>42304439Geez, I’d hope no one gives up that easy over something like hair
>>42302779I spent some time going down every possible rabbithole, and even considered taking a high dose of LSD without taking any psychedelics prior because someone told me it could cure my troon thoughts. But, ultimately, I trooned out. Why? The original John 50 study & the beginning of male pattern baldness were the two biggest factors. Reading about men who had spent an entire lifetime living "godly" lives, only to have the same intense dysphoria at 65 that they had at 25, is literally nightmare fuel. Keep taking your HRT, or don't, but I guarantee you with God as my witness that you will always be a tranny in your core
>>42304983Okay, it’s possible that maybe they continue to relieve themselves sexually with gender swap themes or like hypno or something which strengthens the thoughts and feelings maybe
>>42305536Egg or chicken situation. Gender dysphoria is something which is, whether you like it or not, actively traumatizing to the brain. It is a type of body horror. And, we know that trauma is associated with sexuality; person who is abused finds themselves sexualizing abusive situations as a way to process that trauma in a controlled setting. This continual trauma is why reppers end up gooning to sissy porn / other weird porn, and they get freakier/more unhinged the older they get. When you allow someone to transition through the puberty of their choice & alleviate much of that dysphoria, then they'll end up with a far more healthy sexuality. The average tranny youngshit is no more or less sexually weird than the average cis person, it's long term untreated dysphoria that cooks the mind.
>>42305536you are not stronger than everyone who has ever lived
Nigga oh no
>>42303853actually so pretty, i could never put so much effort in. mogs me
Imagine trading this >>42303853To be THIS >>42302779Grim
>>42305729>tradingOP can just shave and put on makeup and look the same way in like 15 minutes tops
>>42305793And she fucking should
Embrace male beauty. Do skincare, fashion, hair care and spa but do them as a man. I've found most of the tranny feelings are just a desire to be beautiful and forgetting that masculine beauty exists.
>>42305611I was never sexually abused though and maybe recognizing that these feelings are dysphoria may help remove the intensity it carries over time?>>42305718I hate hearing things like this because it scares me into thinking I’m making a grave mistake>>42305801I wish it was that easy but being bound to my faith in Jesus is why I detransitioned to begin with. >>42305839I do believe that taking care of yourself as a man is definitely good practice but associating hygiene to this degree unfortunately still leaves unwanted feelings so I try to do the bare minimum
>>42306026Jesus ain't said shit about troons if you showed a modern passoid to a 0BC nigga he'd probably have an aneurysm
>>42306038Well, I believe he said that transitioning was considered sodomy no?
>>42303853youre actually so pretty in this photo and you look much happier. i think more troons should find religion, maybe you should worship in private for a bit, retrans, and join a congregation more open to trans members. even if you think its a sin, humans are destined to sin and keep sinning, but through christ you can be redeemed. literally the whole point of much of the gospels/new testament is that you are not expected to be perfect in order to dedicate yourself to christ. also i disagree that there is a sufficient basis in scripture to call transing your gender a sin.
>>42306061Verse and chapter?
>>42306061Christians read their own book challenge
>>42306061nona do you go to a church in person?
>>42306074>>42306075Well if I’m wrong and you actually have verses or scripture to prove otherwise, I’m definitely open to hearing it.. anything helps <31
>>42306114I do not :/
>>42306126>make claim>people refute the claim>"well do you have PROOF for me being wrong?"Jesus you really are a woman
>>42306140Well, I think that’s a stretch but I definitely can see the other points being made here
>>42306126>you need to show me proof being a tranny is condoned by the bibleimo things are not sins by default, and there are very few passages about GNC people in the bible. medical trooning is obviously not discussed. also, iirc lots of the translations about sodomy were actually banning pedophilia. there is an old testament passage about cross-dressing but just under it is a passage banning mixing wool and linen. also, some argument to be made that cross-dressing is different than transitioning. daily reminder drunkenness is a sin, but jesus drank wine. there are 0 passages in the bible that can be interpreted in isolation.>i do notyou should change that, its important to be part of a congregation and its a very easy ritual to add to your life. aside from spiritual benefits, churches offer community and (if they are good churches), a way to serve your wider community. you might also benefit from a bible study group in an LGBT+ supportive church.
>>42306026"For there are eunuchs who were born that way, and there are eunuchs who have been made eunuchs by others—and there are those who choose to live like eunuchs for the sake of the kingdom of heaven. The one who can accept this should accept it.”Jesus would want you to be your self nona
>>42306201TRVTH NVKE
>>42306026You are making a grave mistake. These aspects of your life are not as incompatible as you've been led to believe. You should accept who you really are
>>42306188I feel afraid to read the Bible sometimes because of what I might find>>42306201I’m not sure I understand what this means?>>42306242The biggest speed bump in this is understanding if I’m really a woman or not.. it just doesn’t sound believable in my mind and I don’t know why :/
>>42306291girl its not that deep. "am i a woman" do you want to go bald or grow boobs
>>42306311
>>42306311Grow boobs… I really just want to be swooned by and oogled by professional men but my lifestyle and situation will unfortunately always prevent it ):
>>42302779are you who i think you are?it’s gonna be ok…i promise you…you should pursue what your heart wants…
>>42306328retroon and join an accepting congregation. you are not some tortured warrior fighting a good fight, you're a lonely transsexual publicly self harming. nobody will venerate this sacrifice, god will not love you more for detrooning.
>>42306328>lifestyle and situationcould you go into more detail please? if you are comfortable
>>42306026>thinking I’m making a grave mistakeThat's because you are.AGP isn't going anywhere, anon.And it won't get better either.
>>42306328this statement makes it clear to me that you are transgender. regardless of circumstances.
>>42302779Idk I think it's sad u detrooned, my only tip is get off this board. That should be obvious but u here so idk browse other 4chan boards
>>42302779If you're trying to fight off temptation, this is the wrong place to be
>>42306393Here’s the truth. I wish there was a man that I could’ve fallen in love with and eventually have the necessary surgery to have a baby with but I’ve instead reached a point in my life where I feel I need to respect Jesus and live my life as a man.
>>42306442Why is it disrespecting Jesus to be trans or non masculine. Wtf is wrong with you. Its just a stupid book, you must be in some Trump loving town and overwhelmed by peer pressure or your just retarded and gonnaive a sad life because of it
amish ppl transition?
>>42306442ummm girl with how beautiful you are as a woman i think you can easily get trade on any dating app
>>42306442Also how in the world do you expect to have a baby? Adopt?
>>42306442Again, Jesus doesn't fucking care if you're a transwoman you can literally still be a Christian trans woman holy fuck
>>42306442this pains me to read. Jesus loves you even if you're a transgender woman.
jesus if u wanna kill yourself that's valid but why make the rest of us watch
>>42302779framing it as temptation is just a corruption kink anon. wish i could do demonic stuff to u
>>42306026>being bound to my faith in JesusWhat and jesus says you should be miserable all the time? for what?>>42306126>have verses or scripture to prove otherwiseAre you stupid? if it's not written that it's wrong then it's not wrong>>42306291>I feel afraid to read the Bible sometimes because of what I might findSo to clear this all up, you are detrooning and bringing on the misery because Jesus *might* not like it but you actually have no evidence of that at all.Nona for fucks sake get a grip.
>>42306461I am in a trump loving town.>>42306637Well, with how much time has passed, whatever was beautiful about me may very well be over ):>>42307424Now that I got some sleep and am no longer tired, I believe this would be a sin because I’m changing his perfect image of me and “mutilating” my body>>42308365This above message clears up what I was meaning to say..
