I'm not a prodigy or whatever but I'm surrounded by people who are so fucking dumb that they actually believe I am one. I grinded pretty hard to avoid sex work most of my life because I knew troons are stereotyped to do it and I didn’t want to you know? I grew up around prostitutes, they were kind to me, but I saw how fucking brutal it was. None of them made it to an old age. And i don't think capitalism is impossible to beat or whatever, i would prefer a better economic system, but i am saying i myself can go far enough just by grinding, but the thing is no matter how self-sufficient i am and how much i try to avoid being a prostitute, the guys who are into trans girls are so pornbrained and interact with trans girls in the context of prostitution that they treat me like one anyway. The secrecy, the emotional distance, acting like they own me even when i am particular about splitting the bills always if not paying it entirely myself. Like, what's the point of even avoiding sex work at this point if the conditions are like sex workers' anyway. Every single relationship just repeated patterns i saw in the lives of the sex workers whose pain i promised myself i would avoid. I don't know how to explain it, I've seen non-sex-worker cis women and their relationships are not like that. Jesus fuck was it so fucking evil of me to have wanted a normal fucking relationship dynamic
>>42303388Move to a lefty city and date a bi guy
>>42303388the heteronormative dynamic has failed
>>42303388>I'm not a prodigy or whatever but I'm surrounded by people who are so fucking dumb that they actually believe I am one.real, most people feel so fucking stunted, no wonder people used to be so secular socially. this has nothing to do with general intelligence being up to par or anything most people are just genuinely seriously stunted as people emotionally tbhon. people like the moids you're talking about are much more often just lacking the planes of thought that separate people from animals i swear.sorry if this is kinda unrelated of a rant, it always just looked like only a fraction of humanity is actually living. most people just feel like p-zombies, like a severe special needs case that just learned how to behave physically normal. humans rlly are incapable of meta-analysis in that their society or way of life or anything is a fools errand and ideally shouldnt exist ig, humanity doesn't question itself a thousandth as much as it thinks it does.idk honestly, i'm sorry you have to go through that OP. you deserve better than that. you deserve freedom honestly . i mostly just cope with relationship sort of stuff by pursuing art and secular media/classic literature type stuff, but that's definitely a very specific solution
>>42303388getting a genuine relationship is rng as any type of personYou just have lower odds and have to keep rolling more
>>42303388gem post
>>42303388just become my gf, op
