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If you ever look into Coil you'll learn about the occult stuff they were into and how obsessed they were with gay sex. I love that vibe and wish I could live it out in my sex life and think anyone that gets that part of me would have a likely chance of getting the rest right. Am I wrong? Like I really wish I had another emasculated black twink that would cut me open and watch me squirm and we could go to sex dungeons while they degrade me on a leash and stuff... but this is just an exact mirror of my idealized self and I'm starting to think I'm the only one that exists. I know a bunch of white trannies like this but they are racist or just ignorant enough for me to not want to ever consider them more than a friend. I think it's over for me desu.

I am not racist. However I dislike music and BDSM so I really don't qualify here.

*crosses the street*

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I'm so fucked man