do you anons ever have dreams where you get married and have a baby? in the one i had last night, i was married and pregnant and my husband was taking care of me by rubbing my shoulders or feeding me. then i was holding my baby for a while. i kinda remember waking up a bit and forcing myself back to sleep so i could hold her longer. i am so sad.
>>42307150yeah, i do sometimes
>>42307205am i retarded for missing her for a week every time this happens
>>42307235you're not bad for that. it's okay to have these feelings but i think it's harmful to yourself to dwell on them. but sometimes i really ask myself what God's plan is with this shit. i don't have them often but when i do it really hurts
>>42307250ty anon, its not super common for me either but i just get so overwhelmed by it. i think i might go read some support slop for infertile women or something. i also wonder why he planned this for me, what lesson im supposed to gather from this
>>42307277im coming back to report that cis women infertility resources are based
>>42307150I get a dream often where I’m in a relationship with a nice strong man who treats me like a queen. The date always varies, but i’m somewhere like 5-7 months along. He takes care of me and makes breakfast for me and works hard around the house because I can’t. Eventually, i call him over because I can feel the baby kicking. He rests his head on my belly and it feels good. It’s a sunny morning. I start to panic. Something feels off. It’s uncanny, it’s too perfect. And then I wake up. I don’t know what this means. I’m a lesbian who has a strong preference for fat people (idk why either). I truly am repulsed by the idea of entering a relationship with a man. So why does my fucking brain do this? Maybe i’m seeing an alternate reality if I was born a cis woman. Maybe it’s just me thinking about a different life? My life could have been simple. I wouldn’t have had to question anything. I wouldn’t have had to endure the immense hardship that was thrust upon me bc of my femininity. I want to bear my own child so bad. It hurts Every Day that I can’t. But through struggle, I’ve found individuality and myself more than I would have if I had the opportunity to be the docile instrument of a man. Lot of complicated feelings — excuse the ramblings. It’s come up recently in my life due to a close trans friend getting her wife pregnant and me counselling her through her thoughts. Shit’s fucked. Fuck this gay chud earth. Fuck this faggot shit I should have boymoded longer and estrogenized earlier.
i was using a dildo in my dream last night but im straight irl and i actually almost got caught in the dream but because it was a dream i decided to wake up into a different part of the dream and ended up in a house i was in earlier in the night and ended up wrestling the guy that ripped the door off my car because he was chill but everyone else in his house i think there was maybe 20 of them wanted to stab me and they were only partially playful about it. i ended up taking down one of their levitating signs and fucking the text up and they wanted to kick me out because it was a redbul sponsored sign and if a rep came through the house they couldve pulled it for what i did on sight
>>42307661>Eventually, i call him over because I can feel the baby kicking. He rests his head on my belly and it feels good.its actually so over>close trans friend getting her wife pregnantintentionally? how did that go out of curiosity?
>>42307150used to have them from the age of like 11 well into adulthood. waking up from these dreams and remembering reality is unbearable torture
deep inside you are cis anon. im bi im cis im amab im happy
>>42307815>It’s so overIt really is over for me. >Intentionally?Not one bit. There wasn’t a moment in that cabin on Christmas that they didn’t spend Fuckin. It’s still ongoing, but it looks like they’re not keeping the baby. Neither of them are too happy about it (for different reasons), but they just don’t have the means to raise a child well rn.
>>42307150Yeah kinda. I wonder sometimes if I can get my FtM bf pregnant but it seems like it'd be such an unpleasant experience for him that I could never bring it up.
I had a dream I had friends. I mean not REAL friends but people who tolerate my existence and don't immediately chase me away. Then my alarm went off and I remembered my life. I'm going to go out and get breakfast alone so I can interact with a real life human and not get too weird.
