>be me (FTM, 18)>live with transphobic parents>live in a country where HRT is free if you have a gender dysphoria diagnosis>therapist says he won’t diagnose me unless i come out to my parents first>buying T at the drugstore costs 300 [currency] per monthmy mom cries hysterically/screams at me/calls me a dyke/tells me to stop ruining myself every time i cut my hair short and tomboymode, i think she’d have a stroke if i pooned outbut i also think i’m too retarded to get a job
>>42307227you need to get out of the house. it's an unsafe environment. figure out how you can move out. yes start the drugstore t when you can afford it. your therapist is trying to look out for you so you dont get abused worse when you start growing hair. shouldnt gatekeep you but you have to understand that you are being abused and it will get worse if you transition under that roof. im so sorry
>>42307227Sounds like the only way out is to get a job and stand on your own feet. Or become my repper gf, your choice
>>42307242*sexually abused
>>42307227you need to move out. how do you know you can't get a job? it might be hard if you're autistic but it's not impossible
>>42307227what's your 'cord?
>>42307227>tells me to stop ruining myself every time i cut my hair short and tomboymode, i think she’d have a stroke if i pooned outbut i also think i’m too retarded to get a jobtsmt. i felt that
>>42307227Lie to the therapist? Say you told your mom
>>42307227>but i also think i’m too retarded to get a jobWhat's the plan then to hikkineet forever?
>>42307227>therapist says he won’t diagnose me unless i come out to my parents firstgenuinely fucking crazy. imagine if we held any other treatment back to an adult under the guise of "tell mom and dad" first. i cant comment on ftm stuff bc im a troon in the other way but this entire situation sounds awful...sending you positive vibes <3
>>42307227>won't take the free route because of how she feels about someone else>won't get a job because of how she feels about herself>calls herself Ft"M" while still being a tomboyFem"reppers" always acting the exact opposite of how actual men function never isn't hilarious to see. You'll be fine.
>>42310304Well damn they need T to make T based decisions
>>42310354>T based decisionsIf she isn't even capable of making those even beforehand it's already a lost cause.
>>42310398Naah the hormones change you. Trust.
>>42307654honestly there is no plan because i didn’t think i’d live until 18 but yeah you’re right i need to stop being a neet>>42310304i never said i wouldn’t do these things you retard i’m literally asking for advice because i wanted to see what other trans people think is the best option before following through with either
>>42310464>i never said i wouldn’t do these thingsYet you haven't.>i’m literally asking for advice because i wanted to see what other trans people thinkAgain revolving your choices around other people's opinion when the obvious answer has already been there.If you had anything to actually repress, you wouldn't need to go through the mental gymnastics to take initiative.
