I'm so scared of my bf leaving me it's all I can think about sometimes. I wish I could be good enough for him but I fundamentally can't and sooner or later he'll realize and fuck off back to his ex or something. I'm glad I get to at least know him but every time I think about it I'm filled with paralyzing dread. Sometimes I'll see thirstposts on this board and wonder if they're from him.I loath myself.
>>42312434the ex is trans?