I'm a cis dude, mid 20s, pretty fit and never really thought about medically transitioning but lately I've been having some questions about myself. Throughout my whole life I've been told I was supposed to be born a girl. My mother cried when I was born because she really wanted a girl and I was her last chance (I'm the youngest in a family of all boys). The women in my family are really conventially attractive. Lately, I've been having weird dreams where I'm biologically female and it is messing with me. I really do feel that I was born in the wrong body and that I should have been born with a vagina not a penis. I feel wrong every time I look at myself but I have zero desire to medically transition. I don't want to be a "trans woman", I want to be a biological woman and have everything that comes with that. But my fantasies are bizarre and perverse and make me wonder WHY I feel this way? Do I truly wish to be a woman or am I just drawn to the idea of myself as a woman because I naturally find women attractive? In all my dreams I notice that I am not an "ugly" woman but instead a very beautiful attractive one.
>>42315118it's the same fucking thing bro
>>42315118>mid 20sStop repping.
>>42315118Fraternal birth order stuff means you're more likely to be a fag
>>42315118Have you actually sat down an read Blanchard? Even going to the bathroom is autogynephilia
>>42315124is it though? i also fantasise about being a woman sometimes but i'm pretty neutral toward my current body. it just feels like a nice fantasy, or an extension of my heterosexuality.
>>42315118Don't know if it's worth mentioning but I'm not a virgin and have only ever been with cis girls. But every time I see a girl I'm attracted to I have to ask myself "do I want to be WITH her or BE her?"
>>42315160Okay yeah you have dysphoria
