nostalgia editionQOTT: what's the last year you remember fondly?prev >>42310135
thanks for the help
>>423186582018. i was in school getting a 4.0 gpa, playing piano, learning another language, working two jobs, working out every day (got a 5-minute mile), had two close friends who we told each other "i love you" to, all my coworkers + students i worked with loved me (they called me "dad"), and i met the love of my life.ever since then though, things have fallen apart. i haven't talked to any of those people ever since, except for my girlfriend. i have no friends at all. i dont remember any foreign language and my piano playing is a joke. my body aches and i have arthritis in my knees. i use my degree for a boring corporate job to maximize profits for the shareholders. and i have one hobby that i barely enjoy. at least i'm transitioning now. lol.
>>42318658>QOTT:I remember writing 2018 on my papers in school for the first time and thinking wow 2017 went by really fast. everything has been an awful blur of dysphoria and depression sense then.
>>42318658i remember like 20% of the past so idk
>>42318658>qott2011 when i was playing warcraft 3 for 16 hours a day and hadn't yet spent a decade thinking about how i'm a worthless piece of shit that should die
A whole year? Impossible, 2020 seemed like the first real contender before getting completely wiped out.
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elon musk is making haustrionic implants real but because he won't put you in a diaper and give you head scratchies you'll all call him evil
I tried to kill myself when I was 15 and I've never regretted it. I've only ever regretted not succeeding.Getting older makes you more fearful of death. I also got less depressed. I don't think I can kill myself anymore.
>>42318658Life's always been rough. But I'll say 2018, i was still depressed but I did well in highschool. I had a passion that I was realty good at and was seen as a prodigy and had lots of respect. Even then I could tell i was using it to hide from something. Now I know what that something is. Also honorable mention for 2023 because I still had friends back then and despite the pain for the first time in many years I had hope. Before it was extinguished. I will say though depression is an acquired taste but its nice. Around 2016 is when I learned how to enjoy pain.
>>42319395If I was gonna kill myself I would have done it when I was younger. I'm old and the damage is already done so I'm sticking it out
>>42319503how old is too old to not grow old
