Ngl I feel like I wouldn't hate myself for being male every day for 1.5 decade if I didn't hang out at online trans spaces since childhoodLike every trans space is just an echo chamber of hating their AGAB, and praising the fairer sex for having a prettier bodyAlso I studied the effects of HRT + tranny typologies + read forcefem stories + hung out here for so long, I am literally devoid of other interests, and have the music taste, mindset, and lexicon of the stereotypical trannyHow do I reintegrate into society like a normie? I don't want to meme myself into becoming an estrogenised, emasculated eunuch that would be terrible
>>42320832you can try and reintegrate and you might be successful, but one day you’ll remember why you came here in the first place.
>>42321079I don't like what you are implyingCan't I just forget about this place and leave it all behind? I am pretty sure that any other cis male would experience some gender incongruence if they research tranny stuff long and hard enough every day, especially if it is what they took an interest in when they first got access to a PC
>>42321152all I’ll say is that obsessively researching trans culture & lifestyle isn’t typical for a cis man and I look forward to your next blog post thread
>>42321152im in the same boat as you man
why dont you visit the normal guy online spaces, is it because they are all nazi indoctrination chambers?
>>42321201Look I just want to fit in ok? Plus female bodies are beautiful, lovely, and tenderI wish I had one
>>42321262u r trans confirmed
>>42321250Yeah I don't wanna rant about politics and economics all day longI wanna have the hope of having breasts of my own someday, and the convos I have here rekindle that hope whenever I see the void on my torsoBut it is a pipe dream, I can't possibly give up my dream of having biological kids if I wanna be a feminised eunuch
>>42320832I think you need to cultivate confidence and resilience to anxiety and doubt.Social circles like this naturally just reward or encourage participation in their norms, naturally if you're a cis guy you're kind of low on the totem poll in these situations, and I think if you want to break out of that, you have to just be like, I am who I am, and I don't care how many social points I gain or lose for that, not going to anxiously overthink how much other people like me. Just have to learn to be able to stand on your own like that, and get your self-worth from within, not from other people, because if you lean on that too hard, that's how you end up betraying yourself, becoming a eunuch like you say.Not trying to say like "be a man" but you know what I mean, don't let some chick fuck with you.
>>42321552You ain't a tranny are you
>>42320832Spent more time on human interest websites like rdrama.net that have just enough of a tranny population to make you feel at home without it being the focus