Clamato with caffeine powder and creatine mixed in

did you blame your mother for giving you this wretched disease today?

>>42321643
take your HRT, retards

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>>42322161
Depends on what you mean by disease.
I don't blame my mother for giving me dysphoria, if that's what you mean. But I do blame both my parents for encouraging my repression as a child and teen. It's contributed to my being an adult with a profound disconnect to their body.
Of course, it's easier to blame them exclusively when I know my own cowardice contributed just as much, if not more, to my current state.

>>42322277
maybe cowardice is a function in a society where this kind of thing is informed and not looked down upon

>>42322161
I'm not sure. My mother did not love me and obviously preferred my sister and her other children over me. Maybe that subconsciously did something. I was born prematurely too so maybe that had something do with it.

Who knows? The grass is always greener on the other side. I like to believe I'm a freak fuck up regardless of the situation.

ya know who aint got de blues? you aint even got an itty bitty morsul o' de blues, ya def wont ever häve de smallest smidgin o' flayvuh, buoy you gwine down befour i leve dis lonesum town, ya hird dat? ya know i get reel määääd wen i meet wunn-o-dem scoundrels widdout de blues like ye umpromptid, i get de knowshum to pull awl my här away off ma hedd

i am unwell

>>42322161
I'm pretty sure it's from my dad's side of the family actually.

>>42321643
Black coffee for me too, and occasionally fancy Starbucks coffee on the weekends, like a mocha or a blonde espresso. I used to pound energy drinks all day, but the effects got unhealthy and weening off of them drove me insane. Coincidentally the tranny thoughts became unavoidable after that.
>>42322161
My mom didn't do shit wrong, other than only having boys, and being too good of a mother

>>42323896
For me both sides have assburger tendencies and extreme ocd, cant blame anyone too much

>>42321643
i really like fancy coffees so i'll do a pour over every morning and drink it black. kinda want to get an espresso machine but expensive + milk drink cals and i'm fat
>>42322061
is everything okay anon
>>42322176
no <3

I'll be incel for life using dildos only

>>42322161
i blame her for being alive in general and being completely absent in raising me

sorry

>>42321643
>>42321643
i wonder how often veltail comments in these without her tripfag

transition precludes full sexual autonomy for homosexuals
"repression" is merely a step closer to actualization of your same sex attraction without restraint or artificially imposed limitation

>>42322161
I blame finasteride.

>>42324852
what's the drama? i don't leave this thread to avoid making myself feel worse

>>42324855
It exists independently of my sexuality too

>>42324855
prove it

>>42321643
today for breakfast I ate a can of mackerel and an orange

my mental function has been deteriorating more and more recently but I'm not gonna use it for anything anyways so it doesn't really matter

should we put "do not respond to gincel" in every OP?

i wish i was normal and had rich parents who send me to college and i made a bunch of college friends and had sex and fun and stuff instead of basically shutting myself in one room and torturing myself for years

>>42325070
we would have to carefully evaluate the socialization of effeminate gay toddlers and that's beyond the pale to broader Christian conservative society
the belief that you being gay is wrong is instilled in you very early and socialization is very different for feminine gay boys than other boys

>>42325097
>>42325112
i relate to both of these

My hormones arrived in the mail today. Catch ya on the flipside, you miserable faggots.

>>42325158
you'll be back

>>42325118
Gay people believe being gay is wrong, that's why they revere masc and straight passing people the most. Gay people hate feminine people more than anyone. "Without restraint or artificially imposed limitation" Lol what fucking horseshit, you people are all about forcibly imposed roles and artificial limitation.

I think what angers you the most about trans people is someone you see as a sex object telling you no for once instead of LARPing as your personal femboy sexdoll you don't even see as a fucking human being.

>>42325193
women believe being gay is wrong, trannies and self hating gays internalize that belief and punish themselves with it
women are the prime mover of homophobia

KILL MYSELF !!!!!

>>42325112
I have rich parents who sent me to college, but the rest didn't happen because I'm a miserable repper.
I would literally be set for life if I could just be happy as a man, it's such a waste. I really wish that someone with a functioning brain was born instead of me.

>>42325158
goodbye anon, I hope you make it

>>42325261
i seriously endured so much stress in high school, i know that sounds pathetic but i really did, i was dying inside constantly and it was all for nothing. i wish i was normal too, i wish i could go back in time and fix my mental illness so i could be social and happy

>>42325212
Right, that's why one partner always presents himself as straight and the other partner always presents himself as gay

>>42325158
based