what's the least painful way to kill yourself?hanging? ODing? i don't have access to a firearm because europe i'm pretty tired of being ugly, iwnbaw, and waiting for hrt to do the very little it does is driving me insanei'm dying a khhv virgin, which i'm sad about, never got to feel the touch of a man before i go, which sucks, but happiness is for the more fortunate anyway
>>42322328alcohol (a lot) and laying in the snow naked, its guaranteed and the alc makes you noit feel the cold
>>42322395i tend to throw up before getting too drunk, my tolerance is weirdplus it doesn't snow where i live and i'd probably be found as i live with my parents
Stfu faggot don't kill yourself
>>42322328real talk, suffocating on nitrogen or co2. you just slowly go to sleep and then you die.
>>42322577there's nothing left for me to do in life, i've tried, believe me>>42322586how would i go about doing this? i don't really feel like nitrogen because of what happened to that guy who got executed by it, and wouldn't CO2 feel like suffocating? i've heard about carbon monoxide but i don't live alone
>>42322586co2 is painful>>42322624carbon monoxide is bad tooand no, you haven't tried everything. treat your depression, try to get some perspective, and fucking WAIT a little to see if hrt will help?!?also how old are you really?
>>42322861i'm 18 and 4.5 months hrtsee, if i was somewhat pretty, or even just average, i'd have the strength to keep going a little longer, but being ugly means my life is just completely fucked, no one's ever been attracted to me, and watching from the outside as everyone else gets to experience life is just too painful i don't mind my body, it's mostly my face, and hrt can't do much about that, the changes i get from it aren't gonna do anything, and i can't take the waiting
>>42322945>4.5 monthsYou're a stupid and impatient iPad kid.
>>42322964did you read a word of what i said? hrt can't fix my face
>>42323008Facial feminization surgery. You may not be able to get it now, but in the future you can, and you will be a lot happier. Things will get better.
>>42323276it's surviving until thenno idea when i could possibly afford it, 5-7 years time maybe?my youth will be gone and unlived, and i still have to cope with seeing everyone have what i want everyday until then