The other day, a male let me rest my head on his shoulder. There was music playing; I must've been against him for five, maybe six songs. It might've been twenty minutes, maybe even twenty five. It's the nicest I've felt in years. I feel no romantic or sexual feelings toward him whatsoever, but it felt really, really nice. I leaned on him, and hugged him, and put my hand on his chest, and it has been years since I have felt another's warm body near mine. I put my head between his neck and his shoulder, and I felt so comfortable, it was so nice, God it was so nice. God, I'm so lonely, and it was so nice to not be lonely for about half an hour. It's the nicest thing that's happened to me in years.
>>42324736im hsts but yet this never happens to me idk y
>>42324736this is such a beautiful post nonny. i hope you get to feel this again.i'm lonely too.
>>42324739 Pure luck. Be in the right place, be the right kind of person, have the right kind of face, have the right kind of feelings; you can't control any of these things. I'm sorry. Just keep trying, it's a numbers game I guess.
