I wonder what my family would think if they knew I often spend 4+ hours a day compulsively masturbating to sissies getting dominated by women. They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.
>>42325507it's always germans making weird fetish porn
>>42325507https://rdrama.net/h/transgender/post/422940/getting-disheartened-by-the-growing-amountIt's because you're conservative
>>42325507>They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy"ya u and every other dude dl on grndr lol lmao
>>42325507They would say "don't worry son, everyone in the family wants to change sexes sometimes. that doesn't mean we act on it"
>>42325701Nta but this is both my greatest fear and my greatest hope when I come out to my parents
>>42325651im straight
>>42325727What do you like about sissy content specifically?
>>42325771the woman taking control, the man being helpless, reduced to a decorationrole reversal
>>42325790Do you self insert into this scenario or are you only a viewer?
>>42325803ive never quite understood how those are supposed to be separate experiences
>>42325507Theyfab here, if anyone knew about my sissy hypno addiction I'd blow my head off lmao. I don't even worry about what they'd think, I just know it wouldn't be worth living through.
>>42326008Do you picture yourself as the sissy?
>>42326008>sissy hypno addictionive never understood this do u like watch strobing lights that call u gayand ur like ah shit u got me
>>42325507I use to like this stuff when I was younger, but now I find it disgusting if a man is involved. Leg hair... gross!! I almost exclusively masturbate to lesbian/t4t nowt. repper
>>42326079On some very rare occasions I've imagined fucking them myself, but I just pretend I'm the one having my cock locked up or whatever.>>42326107Mostly I masturbate to the most graphic and visually appealing stuff I can find, I can give you a sample if you want one I guess
>>42326130> A real female wanting to be downgraded into an imitation of a woman with a locked up noodle Ngl if you watch too much of it you might end up modifying your crotch and lose your womanhoodWould dread to see you become an AFAB sissy who threw away her womanhood to become part sissy
>>42326178I already have a vaginal chastity fetish and started taking testosterone two years ago lmao, it can't get much worse than that
>>42326203So what is the endgame? You wanna be a tiny dicked sissy with fake testicles caked in makeup and crossdressing gear? If this isn't a LARP please seek help anonYou are gonna be humiliated in public because you fetishise your femininity so much you lost it
>>42326203i'm mtf (post op obviously) but i have a vaginal chastity fetish too and i like looking at these types of videos mostly to self-insert as one of the girls
>>42325507Sorry to hear you are struggling with this OP. I am glad I never was aroused by sissy stuff or other humiliating genres.For me it always was strictly fantasies and erotic content as a woman with a man. I never really even was into "girl with a penis" content. Never really did anything for me.Then again I am not trans, I realize for me, it's just a fetish.
>>42326329oh also i used to watch them and imagine i was the sissy but since i'm like really a girl now it's different
>>42326273I just want someone to fuck me in the ass so I can ignore my female genitalia and pretend I'm male so I can ignore most of my female sex characteristics man, it's insane and degenerate but I don't know how else I should go about it.
>>42326373>I just want someone to fuck me in the ass so I can ignore my female genitalia and pretend I'm maleur valid for this, and seems totally reasonable to me idk
>>42326373Holy shit I'm drunk as hell lmao
>>42326373Ok I mean that is kinda degenerate willingly demoting yourself into a sissy despite having bona fide female partsAll I gotta say is maybe find a partner (non trans) who would stop you from going too farI smell a future r/actual_detrans doomer and ftmtf kink poster who laments her lost of self-esteem + future prospects (career, family) just to pursue a fetishAFAB detransitioners who doom and cry over their freakish looks are dime a dozen, and they are a lot more common compared to AMAB detransitionersDon't hang around here for too long these people take pride in fucking with your mind and justifying all sorts of body modding proceduresLeave this board, stop treating your body like a piece of meat, and stop gooning NOWSmh I can't believe I have to say thist. The anon you have been replying to, I have hung out here to observe the numerous mental illnesses exclusive to this board since my early teenage years. I occasionally appear to stop anons from doing shit they might regret one day
>>42326573i'm pretty sure she's a femrepper though and she's already on testosteroneshe should probably just get phalloplasty and be done with it
>>42326573Why in the world do you think I would want any of this shit? I know I'm batshit insane and all, but ending up as a freakish, unlovable, and disgustingly masculine woman is a much better father then ending up as a perfectly normal woman with 2.5 kids and a white picket fence who can't consciously have sex. And my body *is* really just a piece of meat that I can improve enough to find it worth living in lmao
>tfw actual sissy At least I'm not a faggot, I only let men dominate me lol
>>42326633Look fine yeah sorry if I threatened your body autonomy, but I think if you deem yourself as unlovable, I suppose I can help you by accompanying you throughout your transitionI won't judge/comment more on your body modifications, I promise, but if you need someone to rant about your body you got me as an outletI suppose it would be healthier for you that way, and maybe you would be less dependent on Sissy Hypno for your daily dose of affirmation
>>42326661its way hotter when sissy dominates u
>>42325622that website is fucking canceris this what gen alpha web design is going to be to ensure their 6-second attention spans never lapse?
>>42326705Like literally ew, im a bottom only. I tried to top an ex bf and I couldn't cum and I was just disgusted in myself.
>>42325507Guarantee they already assume that you do that.
>>42326703kangaroomanic on cordI am gonna go back to sleep now
>>42325530Another reason why they should have nuked Germany.
>>42326817maybe he wasn't hot enough
>>42325622Holy hell im not reading all that. Tldr?
>>42326906He was literally a back up dancer for music videos he was hot as fuck. It's me. I'm supposed to be a girl. Having him laying on his back with my pp inside him felt weird as fuck. I'm not the one who's supposed to be plapping his booty, he's supposed to fuck my booty. Just seeing my long manicured nails holding his legs up and me thrusting while my tits were jiggling it just was such a crazy role reversal I hated it. I didn't even feel my penis I didn't cum not even close. He came hands free everywhere. After that I couldn't see him as a man anymore even if he was taller and super buff. I couldn't look him in the eyes and eventually I was the one who left him.
>>42326661>not a faggot>let men dominate melmao that's being a giga faggota sissy letting a woman dominate him is literally straight
>>42327052I have boobs so it's straight. I'm just a straight woman with a little pp
>>42327078amab + amab = gay
>>42327092I don't use your faggot liberal termsI'm a cutie patootie so that's all that matters
>>42327242ur male and men who fuck u r gayur just a man wearing female clothing
>>42327250No I'm a girl with a penis
>>42327280in other words a failed male sissy faggot
>>42327280you are a feminine male with a penisdo you ever miss bmxing?
>>42327315Yep. One that needs to be pushed on her knees and force fed cummies >>42327320Ew I never rode bmx that's gay shit, I was a freestyle motocross rider. I do miss it.
>>42327329>freestyle motocross riderum what's the diff>I do miss it.why not go back?
>>42327375Well ive lost all my muscle mass and im just a different person now. I only manned up so hard as a form of repressing my womanly feelings. I thought if I turned myself into a buff bad ass that I wouldn't want to become female anymore but that didn't work out at all. It just made things worse. My dysphoria at the time was so bad I put a loaded gun in my mouth. Now I have absolutely zero dysphoria or discomfort in my body.
>>42327417we all know you look like a fat sissy stop frauding
>>42327417not involved in this sissy debate but your dress looks nice
>>42327417but you genuinely enjoyed biking
>>42327280based
>>42325507>They know me as the weird "Christian conservative guy" who makes vague pro-nazi comments at family dinners.Unless you somehow managed to chad larp (you're posting here, so no, you didn't) they already assume this about you anyway
