Some one please get me a Working Holiday Visa just so I can get oujt of my3rd world country please please please I need money a lot of money for my ffs and live a place where I can be myself instead of repressingI 've been on hrt for 3 years and my face ii so clocky except my body its like god hates me sn I need help I need help I need help everyone has betrayed me
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>>42326227im in Malaysia its a islamic shithole where I got flogged if get caught by the islamic affaird sbecause it a fedaration country in south east asia and everywhere discrimation bvecause they dont want western culture to be adopted aand i cant even be myself ive been and it hurts so much it used to be okay boymoding or manmoding but the longer i stay it reallytakes the soul out of meand im sorry i sound intoxicated im on benzos again
i knwo i sound retarded but i cant even afford the 670 AUD and the minimum 5000 AUD savings as a requirement to apply and im dirth broke from all this low wages i have tried so hard not to do things people may be sad over but i doubt thats gonna work i know ive been self destrutive but if someone helps me ill sell my sooul to you just to be happy having a new life thats better than this and i know other people hjave it worse but poelase i cant take this anymore everyone keeps telling me to man up do you know much that hurts mmne
do yuo know how much i prep for exit methods and i didnt do it cuz i swear i swear that thigns are gonna get better and i still do i just dont wanna die pleas pleas eplease