>have AGP since a young age since before even knowing what it was>crossdress since young age>knew I was different so never told friends>rep hard>date girls>awkward around them, unable to initiate anything>have a few girlfriends over the years but AGP thoughts always come back and dominate>can now only get hard to the idea of being a tranny bottoming for my friend>crossdress more as adult>get make up done>go out and get fucked by guy for first time>omg felt amazing>no pnc after I came with him still inside mewhat does this mean? is this just a fetish? these thoughts/desires always come back. a lot of times purely sexual but sometimes I think it would be so cool to be a goth looking tranny guitarist in a shoegaze band or you know just being taken care of by a man
>>42326710It's just AGP. Probably at least 10% of males have some level of AGP.
>>42326710congrats u turned your fetish into an identity remember agps, don’t let this happen to you! agp is meant to be repressed
I had a similar experience, pre puberty I only ever made friends with girls, and even once I started exploring myself I would wear my auntie’s clothes and would always yearn for the girls section at sears lol, in school I only made friends with other effeminate men who would treat me as a girl, unfortunately my fear would only let up once I turned 20 even now looking at myself in the mirror I see how much potential I had if only I would have transitioned earlier.The only women I ever dated were both bisexual tops who liked bullying me and complimented my girly appearance.
>>42326716So this is normal? Wanting breasts and hips is normal as a guy?>>42326730I did what felt right anon. I could try to rep for months and then it would just all accumulate and it would feel like super AGP>>42326790I think if I grew up in NYC I would have ended up disappointing my parents at 18 and ending up in a ballroom as a drag queen who eventually transitioned.
>>42326710do you even play a guitar well enough don't you have a life or dream already you should think of it in terms of the life you have
>>42326710im a goth tranny guitarist with some kind of sugar daddy rich guy situation going on. i also kiss way too many of my tgirl friends and cis lesbians are nice to me. i genuinely love my life in a way i never thought i would. i started e in my 20s but some of the hottest people i know started in their mid to late 30s. just send it, pretrans life was miserable compared to dressing cunt every day and fucking gym bros. yippeeeeeeee
>>42327450Shoegaze is easy. But I can actually play stuff that’s much more difficult. >>42327512Omg you are living my dream
>>42326710>is this just a fetish?read this https://medium.com/@kemenatan/its-just-a-fetish-right-91cb0a4e261
