is it genuinely over for me? So much of my body has been messed up during my early life. Before I even had the chance to process it all and knew about DIY, T and DHT wrecked so many parts of my body. I feel like a cursed abomination with so many flaws and yet somehow my boyfriend still loves me and accepts exactly as I am rn. Don't get me wrong, he would like some things to change too (SRS mostly), but he always reassures me that my appearance, my voice etc. are all fine and normal and that he likes them, thinks they are cute or pretty etc. Yet I've heard different views about those things coming from people online and my own inner critic. It all messes with my head, I don’t know what to think anymore. Maybe I have to go through some kind of ego death to process all of this and be more kind to myself. I don’t know, yknow?
>>42327351listen to ur bf he actually loves and cares about ueasy to get brainworms reading shit especially on 4chan
>>42327371yeah, i know ignoring "people online and [your] own inner critic" is easier said than done but like... you've got somebody who straight-up loves you.
>>42327371>>42327390I know and I wanna do that it’s just really difficult. I've been looking into getting a psychiatrist too, for the sake of our relationship, both out mental health and SRS
>>42327525>getting a psychiatristgood idea no memeway i look at it is if someone isn't paying my bills or fucking me idc what they think
>>42327584It's just so ingrained and normal and the issue is that the negative views online and my inner critic align :/ but I will really try to change my outlook and try to get some inner peace
it's soooo obvious how I always get replies when I post pics of myself but when I don‘t the thread is dead :x
>>42327967The board is infested with chasers so no shit
>>42327999I guess so
