I think this would have landed better in 2019 /tttt/ rather than 2026 /tttt/ because this board is pretty different now. >phase 1: the camelTrying to like guys because that's what you're supposed to do. Seed of insecurity planted the moment you learned about the typology. Keeping head down, doing what you are told. Social anxiety. Bargaining, seeking approval. Trying to reason with that troll who says trans women transition because of homophobia. Scared of lesbians disliking you, scared of being a male predator. BDD. Making transbian jokes to fit in. Trying really hard to pretend you're female brained as if you weren't just playing computer games and sitting on 4chan during high school. >phase 2: the lionStopped boymoding. T4T supremacy. "I am in a same sex relationship, you can't say I'm a straight man". Identifying as GAMP and/or bi. Most concerned with proving independence and security. MTF separatism. Discord gf you visit once irl. Finally voice training. Playing osrs. Irony poisoning. Making troll threads. Making blanchard memes. Easily spotting camels because that was once you, then telling them that they're meta attracted AGP. >phase 3: the childHealing emotional wounds that formed before pre-transition. Learning about inner child and ego in emotional health. Calm acceptance of everything. Puppet strings severed. Open mind. Forgiving self for mean posting and forgiving others mean posting be it past, present or future. Have no enemies. Not minding the labels people cast around, existing independently of their judgment and words. Not caring how male brained or female brained you are. Deciding for yourself what sexuality should be. Developing fulfilling hobbies for their own sake. Positivity radiating. Making friends with cis women and realizing we're all just people. Confidently speaking to strangers in public. Believing in something like an idea, god, a goal, or a dream. Learning the value of treating others well.
>>42329153going from to child is really hard.. also where do surgeries fit into this?
>>42330118lion to child*
>>42329153i relate to yukako so much..