Did anyone else here self sabotage their friendships and stop talking to their friends because you utterly hate yourself and think you're worse for their lives or is it just me?
>>42336017nah me i push ppl away really hard and this was like my third mass blocking this year but i know i make their lives worse
>>42336017I'm not talking too my friends because when I'm with them I'm just reminded of people who stopped talking to me. I'm not going to reach out again until I'm sure I'm over this.
Opposite Repper
>>42336017yeah. i only have one friend right now and it's a constant battle between projecting my own insecurities vs ignoring everything and just having a nice time chatting and joking around. theyve been nice enough to give me reassurance a few times that im not annoying or weird or boring, and that helps a lot. i wish it wasnt online only. id like to hang out with them in person
