time to sleep. exchanging one nightmare (life) for another.
>>42337509Do you have sleep paralysis?
>>42337527i have but not often. a couple months ago i kept slipping in and out of a nightmare and sleep paralysis for what felt like an eternity but was only a few hours.
>>42337541Wow, it only lasts for about 2 mins for me, I always feel immense pressure and a sense of dreadThe only time I had a paralysis "demon" was one night when I learned about randy stair and I felt them watching me with murderous intent near my bed. I couldn't see them but I felt the presence. Weird weird stuff
>>42337582your sleep paralysis demon was Randy Stair?
>>42337596Well, it's when I first learned about the guy.It made me feel what the victims of mass shootings probably felt, a sense of helplessness and dread
i’m too depressed to even sleep i wish a woman loved me and would tell me everything’s going to be okay.
sponge bob big guy pants ok
>>42337541fuck i had that too, it really sucks, i'm so sorry you have to go through thiswasn't a few hours for me, spent like almost a month "living" like thati remember completely overdosing myself on coffee and strong green tee for like two days because i was afraid of going back to that stateafterwards of course my sleepless body would inevitably collapse and i'd spend another 15 hours living through the same fucking nightmare and dying over and over and over againall of that while half awake and consciousi remember loosing track of how how many times the same shit repeated around 15 or so, and then thinking i'm dead and this is actually what hell looks likeall of that to wake up feeling worse than i did before, basically not having slept at allthe only thing that eventually helped was mirtazapine (an antidepressant that makes you sleep for half a day). had to spend months just sleeping and eating to recover to basic humanly function, around half a year to kinda recover from the depression. (this all has been a little over a year ago)>>42338254i'm a stinky tranny but i promise you'll make it through :3
>>42338354>teemistyped, killing myself immediately
