>lgbt community forum back in the day>Upload your selfies here!>literally every single person except me gets reacted to and mine go completely ignored >multiple people kind of cunty and hostile to me and I dont know what I did >try to get some people to spend my birthday with>everyone stands me up and I cry really hard for several hours>go to pride and stand by myself and dont know how to talk to anyone>end up feeling very small and rejected >turn into internet neo nazi and bully because it makes me feel big and powerful and like i am the one rejecting the normies>start to feel bad for how im making other people feel>drop everything, dont want to hurt anyone>repent>im not even smart and dont really know how to read so it was kind of unfair to think other people are inferior to me>live as a small person with no friends but at least im not making people feel badSuch is life with a low charisma stat
>>42338461So what do you do now
>>42338471Working on a degree, sitting on a computer, doing portraits and body drawings in clip studio paint, working out at gym 5/6 times a week.
>>42338489I mean in terms of lgbt and Nazi stuffAnd aren't there 7 days a week
At least you grew out of it. So many gays are stuck perpetually in the nazi phase.
>>42338511Im not a nazi anymore>And aren't there 7 days a weekI enjoy rest days
>>42338516It was a personal failing on my part and I take responsibility for it. But I sometimes see people still doing that shit well into their adulthood and its kind of wild to imagine that could have been me and I feel a little better that I didn't fall that far
>>42338571There's a bunch of people still doing that here, in this board. It's very easy for men to fell prey to fascism. Gays just have an obvious escape route. When that route is barricaded by internalized homophobia, self hatred and denial, you get a gay nazi
>>42338597>It's very easy for men to fell prey to fascism.Yeah in hindsight it was just a mix of humiliation and alienation and me finding some maladaptive coping mechanism that made me feel on top. >There's a bunch of people still doing that here, in this board.I try to give people the benefit of the doubt when they're young, I bet a lot of those people aren't even 22 yet and their frontal lobes are still developing.
>>42338461sorry to hear youre having a hard time, nona
You can be moderately nationalist without pushing racial exterminationist & eugenics shit. Most healthy countries are this way, really. There Western leftist haa some good critiques but its tactics were bound to alienate people in a period like the current day where mass contact with other cultures is actually happening and atomization is high. They're way too extreme in deconstructing culture without actually building up positive alternatives for people beyond bland humanism & class consciousness that really has little glue - this is part of why their spaces are full of druggie shit and codependent friendships that tell you earning good money is "selling out". Cliche as it is you can really see the Christian influence on their shame mentality and purity spiralling in the anglosphere
>>42338571>But I sometimes see people still doing that shit well into their adulthood They've replaced the centre right in most western countries for a reason. Leftists have been pathetic at defending social services and unions
