Are you hopelessly single? Do you like romanticizing this loneliness and misery? This is the place for you. Talk about your crushes and lost loves as much as you want.
How do you get over someone who was quite literally the only light in your life and the only time you've felt happiness since you were a child? Yes I fucking know I shouldn't have allowed myself to become so reliant on one person. But I did, so what now?
>>42343603I'm a repper coming out of being repressed (hopefully DIY soon) but every crush I've had over the last few years has been miserable and immediately and obviously not possible. It fucking sucks.>extremely hot tgirl that sorta hit on me a few times >was told multiple horror stories about her behavior from close friends and people who I never met before>would've surely ended up in a toxic relationship with her even I returned her feelings>woman who shares my exact interests and is literally personification of "who would be my ideal partner">lives 500+ miles away and our first interaction was her telling me off >likes everything I repost but never my posts or thirst traps on twitter>there's another who used to talk to me online but once we met in person she just gave up>now she's moving countries before I could even try and hit her up again>local girl who is also a perfect personification of the girl I would date, same niche interests and we even share the same birthday!>oh yeah she deleted her instagram and my only way of knowing what happened to her is through my best friend's ex that she fucking hatesI could go on... maybe I will because I love romanticizing my sadness but fuck I don't get it. Why are they always terminally unavailable? I feel like once I transition and am happy with myself there are a bunch of trannies I could end up lowering my standards for but I don't want to do this.
Every second is more beautiful than the last
All men who identify as "trans women" are lonely for the rest of their lives.
>>42343603i adhere to a strict method of grace and modestry so that i dont have to think about how i will probably die alone
>>42343603No I don't romanticize this I fucking hate thisI let myself think I was getting close to somebody for once and got tossed like trash and it's been 6 months and I'm still in the spiralI wish I wasn't born wrong
>>42343603>romanticizing this loneliness and misery3hehehehee yessss
The oaths of monogamy prevent me from wifing all of you up and for that I am deeply regretful
>>42343603life advice for people in this threadYou don't need a partner, you need 2+ friends to hang out with and regular situations where you interact with strangersthen a partner will naturally fall into your life
>>42344753This is only advice for people who don't have something fundamentally broken in themI've had that and a healthy friend group my entire life and it hasn't happened
>>42344753I have friends and a job where I interact with strangers. Nobody's naturally fallen into my life and as much as I value my friends I can't spend 24 hours a day around them.
the only kind of intimacy I can see myself enjoying has one of us fully clothed while using sex toys on the other
>>42344753I've had several partners in my life, and never met a single one through friend groups or public activities.
>>42344753I tried that but took too long getting over my internalized lesbophobia and by the time I was ready to tell her how I felt she was no longer single. But the experience did teach me how to be normal well enough to now have dates with 3 different women scheduled over the course of the next week so you're still correct lmaot. doesn't belong in this thread
The good news is doordash is almost here with the rum, I love capitalism
>>42343603who is the artist? I hate when they don't put their names on their work
>>42343603the most intimacy ive ever had in my life was being ghosted by pretty much everyone i have ever talked toive kind of resorted to just sending nudes to men in hopes theyll find me pretty and jerk off to me or something. its more affection than i can find elsewhere even if its gross and agp i guessfound a dude yesterday on this board that lives really far away but hes been so nice to me. he doesnt push my boundaries at all and doesnt care to get things out of me. weve spent a full day just dreaming together of a life cuddling and kissing and living in an apartment together. its really really heartbreaking,, ive never ever gotten to talk to someone like this before ever and i never thought someone would magically care about me enough to talk to me about this stuff,. unfortunately he lives really really far and so it might as well be a dream im about to wake up from.i really still do wish someone would give me love or affection. that first bit is optional,, i am pretty hard to love i get that but just cuddling with someone or anything at all would make me cry im crying talking to him about it no one has ever wanted this with me before
>>42343603>Talk about your crushes and lost loves as much as you want.i've been talking about what happened to me on this board all month and i'm turning into a broken record but i miss my best friend. he was my first and only love i've ever had in this world and he decided on someone else.i hope i can move on from my feelings and at least be friends with him again. life feels like so much less without him around anymorealso your picrel did something to me and i feel funny>>42343639idk how anon but i understand exactly how you're feeling right now>>42344753i hope so, i have plenty of friends and they help me stay busy and distracted but nothing really fills the void like he did
>>42345412I think I remember your post, best friend but he got a girlfriend and got distant after you confessed to him?
