I just feel like I just want a partner with whom as a team can navigate through this thing known as life. A partner who is attracted to my looks and personality. A partner who is loving and forgiving. A partner with whom i can share a soul with it. A partner with whom I can cuddle with at night and cry on his chest. A partner with whom I can walk around the city and hold his hands while talking about history. A partner with whom I can go outside the nightsky and watch the meteor showers. I could make dinner for us and together watch an hour video essay about liminal spaces or another iceberg video of the strangest objects in space. We could hike. We could travel. We could play.The problem is that this is an impossible dream. No person would be attracted to this hideous thing known as me. I am a disgusting tranny. I have that weird tranny body. I don't think anyone could find this thing good looking. I am also deeply mentally ill too.>t.ranny
if you consider yourself "trans" you will never find what you are looking for. FYI
>>42344615what do you mean? i am a tranny, i cannot change that fact.
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>>42344589stop feeling sorry for yourself. its not sexy. develop some attractive qualities by working on improving yourself, set yourself realistic goals and accomplish them to get the ball rolling.transitioning is like signing a document that says" I give up, i wont try anymore, please magically make my life easier, its easier for women right?"whats the point of having a partner who will just give up when they are faced with hardship or a challenge? what the fuck do you think that people who are looking for a partner are actually looking for?
>>42344589this is inspiring me to break up with my empty surface level partner i deserve love and someone who i can talk to about history and art and go stargazing and go camping for meteor showers and cry together and share hobbies and damn idk i needed to read this thanks anon
>>42344668>" I give up, i wont try anymore, please magically make my life easier, its easier for women right?"this wasn't the reason for my trooning tho
>>42344651hi to you btwi just have to go to sleep now because of uni :(
>>42344694thats pure delusion talking
>>42344589Sounds perfect other than the hideous part but you are bound to be attractive to someone.
