every time an anon posts a picrel of a woman that's horrifically shopped curvy looking woman i get a huge pit in my stomach of seething envy and reverse image search her to see if it's actually shopped.> if she isfeel better about myself and go about my day. get that bag girl.> if it isn't pit of envy deepens and i spiral and sometimes break down. why does she get to have that body!!!!the funny part is i don't even want to look like that. i do not find it hot either.the facial expressions/makeup/male-gazey aesthetic are very offputting. why do i care so muchis this what blanchard warned about? ego dystonia or target attraction?
this is me when that one hip luckshit posts
real
I will never be this curvy so whats the point..
>>42346340right like how will i ever be a woman
>>42345977mel?
