I make up all my problems and blow them out of proportion. If I just ate healthy, got some exercise, got out of my house every day, and went to sleep instead of laying in bed all night staring at the ceiling, then I wouldn't be depressed. And if I just got the ketamine injections then I would have energy to do all the aforementioned. But since I'm a pussy who makes up an excuse to avoid anything that I find the least bit unpleasant I just keep digging a deeper and deeper hole and make everyone around me suffer just by being around someone as depressed as me.

I'm gonna take the blue pill (xanax) because i can't handle the red pill (ketamine)