I am so alone.... i had a gf yesterday.. she was beautiful...... we talked and laughed, we frolicked and thought about the times we would have, that now will never be... I had a wonderful gf yesterday... and she was beautiful......i asked her for a pic... and she sent me a collage... and she was beautiful..... i imagined how nice she would look in a long dress...with a pearl necklace and earings... how she could easily be a 9 out of 10 if she put the minimal amount of effort in, without any need for ffs.I had a wonderful person yesterday.. and she was beautiful...And now i am alone, and it's all my fault..... the cold wind whistles through my home, it is the only solace, as it underlines and supports my suffering. The shivers i feel are nothing compared to the pain i feel in my heart. I really.. am not worthy of such women...I wish her all the best.. but the path i walk is one that must be walked alone.She is free to be my friend, id welcome that. Id like that.
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>>42350173Holy vaguepost