no sexuality, no attraction, no genderno desires, no wants, no interestsno identity, no self, no humanity no life and barely existing
>>42350643
why are you alive
>>42350801I'm procrastinating death. Wouldn't say I'm really alive, just existing past my due date
>>42350643doesn't matter, you've just got less shit that doesn't mattert. anon who's tried some of those
>>42350886I've tried plenty as well. That's the reason I'm certain I lack any of the characteristics previously listed. In a way it's nice to not be bound by arbitrary desires, but it also makes life a thankless chore
Barely sentient collection of cellular mechanismsmaxxing
>>42350643Holy shit anon you feel the same way?I've been going to therapy and I'm having a hard time trying to explain that I simply never developed any sort of attachments to any materialistic things. Like somewhere along the line of my own upbringing, I was never taught to "want", I was just taught to "do"And now that I'm an adult, it's beginning to be a problem since I've never had any wants, I simply have no desire to do anything to get what I want, because again, I have no wantsIt's like, I grew up as an ascetic but right now I'm just this normal guy who's 2 years to 30
>>42351205I've felt like this for years now, and it is just getting worse with each passing day. Although I haven't tried therapy, at this point I just want it to get worse, so I can get it all over with.
>>42350989>In a way it's nice to not be bound by arbitrary desires, but it also makes life a thankless choreTrue. I'm doing chores 24/7 as i desire only to lie down and disappear.
>>42351360>at this point I just want it to get worseUnironically substance abuse, dudeJesus Christ at least I know there's someone somewhere out there who's filled with "void" like meWe're not gonna make it to 30, there's nothing moreThere's nothing left, we've done everything man
>>42351396There is nothing else to desire
>>42351582i'm past 30t. chore guy
>>42352133Do you believe there's any point in continuing to hope, even after everything has failed?
>>42352268Not sure, i'll probably get into some occult shit and experiment with some crazy stuff, idk. Out of boredom. Also killing myself seems like a pointless thing since i have zero clue about what's going to happen afterwards, and i might just be making it worse. At least i want to avoid heroing out of some sort of earthly attachment.
