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>>42350643

why are you alive

>>42350801
I'm procrastinating death. Wouldn't say I'm really alive, just existing past my due date

>>42350643
doesn't matter, you've just got less shit that doesn't matter
t. anon who's tried some of those

>>42350886
I've tried plenty as well. That's the reason I'm certain I lack any of the characteristics previously listed. In a way it's nice to not be bound by arbitrary desires, but it also makes life a thankless chore

Barely sentient collection of cellular mechanismsmaxxing

>>42350643
Holy shit anon you feel the same way?

I've been going to therapy and I'm having a hard time trying to explain that I simply never developed any sort of attachments to any materialistic things. Like somewhere along the line of my own upbringing, I was never taught to "want", I was just taught to "do"
And now that I'm an adult, it's beginning to be a problem since I've never had any wants, I simply have no desire to do anything to get what I want, because again, I have no wants

It's like, I grew up as an ascetic but right now I'm just this normal guy who's 2 years to 30

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>>42351205
I've felt like this for years now, and it is just getting worse with each passing day. Although I haven't tried therapy, at this point I just want it to get worse, so I can get it all over with.

>>42350989
>In a way it's nice to not be bound by arbitrary desires, but it also makes life a thankless chore
True. I'm doing chores 24/7 as i desire only to lie down and disappear.

>>42351360
>at this point I just want it to get worse
Unironically substance abuse, dude
Jesus Christ at least I know there's someone somewhere out there who's filled with "void" like me

We're not gonna make it to 30, there's nothing more
There's nothing left, we've done everything man

>>42351396
There is nothing else to desire

>>42351582
i'm past 30
t. chore guy

>>42352133
Do you believe there's any point in continuing to hope, even after everything has failed?

>>42352268
Not sure, i'll probably get into some occult shit and experiment with some crazy stuff, idk. Out of boredom. Also killing myself seems like a pointless thing since i have zero clue about what's going to happen afterwards, and i might just be making it worse. At least i want to avoid heroing out of some sort of earthly attachment.

>>42352512
I'll take that as a "No, but you can still try to have fun". Easier said than done

>>42353184
I agree. I'll probably just end up writing tons of retarded shitposts. And making memes.