i masturbated to tranny porn every day for 15 years desperately wishing i was a woman before starting estrogenshould i just kill myself for being a blatant fetishisti will always manmode and never invade women's spaces if that makes a difference
>>4235198115 years? nona what?
Height?
>>42351981You've already atoned for your sins by becoming a lateshit
20% of times I masturbate it's to trannies, I can't help it they are so cute and sexy. I'm too chickenshit to ever approach one irl but I'd be such a good bf to her if I could. Cis women just seem so much easier and simple.
>>42352016i become a lateshit despite essentially having watched no tranny porn ever
>>42351981wishing you were a woman is different than believing you are a woman
>>42352035That's probably part of why you're a lateshit
>>42351981You're making it worse by manmoding. If you are a fetishist your punishment is to act as girly as you can, wear short dresses and high heels. Punish yourself by forcing yourself to comply with the misogynistic beauty standards enforced on cis women. Make your humiliation and emasculation the punishment you deserve for being a tranny fetishist.
>>42351994yes
>>42352038i know that's why i won't call myself one or ask anyone else to
>>42352123You will never believe you're a woman if you're actively trying to be a man by manmoding. Nobody believes they're a woman until people start treating them like one
>>42352137yeah but i'm never not going to manmode
>>42352194manmoding is the most faketrans shit you can do, even beyond trooning in your 60s. stop being a pussy and commit to the bit if you're going to be a megafaggot tranny
>>42352048dunno, i drank a lot of alcohol, so it could be that instead
>>42351981same then I started HRT at 30 and accepted myself, get over it loser
>>42352225I did that too, still transitioned "only" 4 years after learning what hrt was
>>42352216because i'm not trans. my fetish for becoming a woman made me miserable and the estrogen nuked my libido and made the fetish go away
>>42352248damn that's rough lol
>>42352238i started like half a year from learning about it, but noone knows i'm taking it
>>42352228so you call yourself a woman and invade their spaces?
>>42352216how faketrans am I if I'm manmoding and binding my chest?
>>42352292Has nobody asked you why you're growing tits yet?
>>42352314I'm not gonna lie I don't think there really is a faketrans, but unless you live somewhere where being clocked will get you lynched, that's sad and pathetic as hell
>>42352316i guess noone's noticed, gym shirts help too
>>423520116ft
>>42352391Compression gym shirts? Asking because this will most likely unfortunately be me in a couple months
>>42352297no, but stop being a gross little pickme
>>42352072Based and mefpilled
>>42352545so what do you mean by accepted yourself?
>>42352600I mean you will never be one of the good ones, hon
>>42352607you said you accepted yourself, i'm just wondering what that means
>>42352627and I say you're a simpering little faggot furthering anti-trans rhetoric for the sake of your self-harm to appease a vocal minority that wants you dead
>>42352632i'm not trying to appease anyone by posting on 4chan. i'm not trans but i do support trans people.
>>42352316Not op, but I've been on E since like august 2024 and I wonder if mfers think anything. When I started, I was like 200 pounds, so I had man tits. I figured that'd make things easy if anyone asked. Since then though I have dropped to like 158, im not that tall, so I am still pretty flabby, however weight loss seems to be evident everywhere, but my tits lmfao.. I wear a sports bra and a tshirt with a button down on top for the office, or sweatshirts if its not hot. I feel like they're hidden well enough and none of them said anything yet, but like, they have to talk shit behind my back or something.. Either that, or I am just a master manmoder ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
>>42352687>i'm not transok tranny
>>42352523that's the thing, just get a size that works
>>42352710do you genuinely think i'm trans
>>42352778I genuinely think you're a fucking retard
>>42352802i mean i know that already
>>42352331it would cause a lot of problems for meI am NEVER honmoding though
>>42351981This is me but I never really jerked it to actual porn just tons of futadom and hypno wishing I was the hot dick girl
>>42351981>desperately wishing i was a woman
>>42353098yeah because of a fetish
>>42353107SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID FUCKING TRANNY WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
>>42353124did you not read what i did for 15 years?
>>42353140?
>>42353191why are you calling me a tranny
>>42353212because you are one, dumbass
>>42353220so trans is when you jerk off wishing you were a woman?
>>42353242no, who said that? god you're actually literally fucking retarded, aren't you? shut the fuck up you make me so goddamn angry
>>42353252so what makes you think i'm trans then
> 15 years desperately wishing i was a woman
>>42353296nta, you transitioned by taking hrt
>>42353302because of porn, not innate transness
>>42353328prove ityou are fucking stupid
>>42353107 putting that sentence in was cope, what does it have to do with masturbating to tranny porn. as if there is a connection there
>>42353361tranny porn made me wish i was a woman, it's pretty simple
>>42353345before porn, i did not want to be a woman
have you been saying the same thing on this board for about 3-4 years or do you really just all sound the same?
>>42353390i haven't said this before
>should i just kill myself for being a blatant fetishistI swear you selfhating ones are a psyop at this point. Stop clinging to their demonization. EVERY FUCKING DAY EVRY HOUR! I guarantee you all more feminine than me & have real change making it. And no i don't have honfidence.
>>42353460wow, you really do all sound the same lmaowanna guess what happens to all of you?
>>42353466what?
>>42351981OMG YOU ARE GOING TO LOVE ESTROGEN!!!You don't even know how much pain you're in right now.
>>42353473you troon outlol
>>42353461it's normal to hate yourself for having an embarrassing fetish that makes you want to be a woman
>>42353369tranny porn poisoned your little agamp mind
>>42351981sameeeee except I later realized I’m just a confused shy retarded chaser and now really regret it
>>42353499how long on it
>>42351981I'm starting in a few weeks at 30 years old. My wife is cool with it and she's a christcuck. We're both mildly autistic, I told her that women's clothing is less overstimulating than men's and she understood. I explained that I've felt this way forever and was repping hard for years and finally feel safe. We have a lot more to talk about now and she is super interested in how much of a hoe I used to be. She's too transphobic for me to fully crossdress full time so I'll just boymode which I'm more comfortable with anyway. I'm athletic and look young for my age so I'm looking forward to it. Signing up for the first doctor appointment cured several months of depression instantly.
>>42353752Thats pretty awesome.Reading stories like this(comes up relatively often) makes me troon out less bc the main reason i'd like to do so is that i'm barely functional and need change, but it seems like being a repper doesn't stop you from being gainfully employed, getting intimate with others and building a life.
>>42351981no you're fine, if you feel like when you feel ready develop a personality and join womens spaces.Is it worse that I coped by indoctrinating myself into right wing cultural for like 10years when I was repressing.
>>42353860Thats gayer than sucking cock lmfao.
>>42353881ya I just wanna eat pussy
>>423536462y, I just stopped tho
