i often find myself thinking i would have transitioned anyway even if i was born a girl.i just find the concept of MY body(and myself in general)to be wrong, and i think transitioning is the closest thing i have to become someone else. i dont understand why i feel this way, but since i remember i always felt wrong and dont think this feeling is ever going away if i remain as myself
>>42352879I'm a pooner and I sometimes have the same thought. Maybe it's just something about reinventing yourself and taking control
>>42352879>>42353060my mom told me the same thing
>>42352879this is the same logic i used to figure out i'm not just coping, i'm actually nonbinary
>>42352879>DO NOT REPOSTlollowkey same though. i've always felt inhuman from my earliest memories and if i could swap my conscience into a robot that would probably make me the happiest. i wonder if i'm really trutrans as other trannies are, or if there's something else just fundamentally broken in my brain making me desperately hate my self image, unrelated to gender per se
