I don't think i'm trans. Realized this today. I'm so fucking stressed. I almost got chemically castrated for no reason.Doesn't change much since i'm a worthless man and will never breed anyway(one of the main reasons i got drawn to the idea.) but there is nothing at all womanly about how i think or operate. I'm a stereotype of an angry man and a misogynist at that.It feels pretty bad bc i kinda hoped trooning would solve a lot of my issues like depression, frustration, dislike of my own sexuality(straight one) and confidence issues and now i'm left without a straightforward path to the goal.Probably better than adding detransing in the future to the pile desu ngl but it is what it is.The thought makes me uneasy though. Very anxious and stressed about it either way. Public healthcare made me wait a year before i can get therapy even after i said i'm considering suicide and i'm broke as fuck so thats that lol.
I wish i were trans though since as i've said that'd give me a clear and fairly easy to accomplish solution to all of my issues.But alas i dont fit the bill even slightly.
ok tranny
>>42353243I'm literally not one. I'm just an ugly incel who tried to circumvent being dysgenic by becoming a woman since attracting one into his life is not a possibility I'm considering suicide but it seems like a fairly gruesome option and it'll make my parents sad.I wish i wasn't stubborn and could accept my shitty life as is, go get a job at an assembly line, and get drunk daily.
>>42353311see >>42353243
trooning out, having sex with a robot, becoming a knight, or ...? I don't know what the fourth one is, help?
>>42353326Autistic obsession with history. Nr2 was supposed to be about spess muhreens i think.
>>42353314I'm telling you that if i troon out i will detrans within a year and only suffer financially at best and get socially peggef as a freak for life by my family.I would be glad if it made me less bald tho this part is BULLSHIT.On fin and min daily ever since i shed the tiniest bit of hair and its still just progressing.If God wanted me to troon he would've made me into a hot twink
>>42353352god doesn't exist and you're a tranny, get over it and stop embarrassing the rest of us with your idiocy
>>42353372I'm not and i was saying more metaphorically and not literally.It wont do anything for me and i dont have a feminine personality whatsoever. I'm an actual unironic polchud incel
>>42353415>I'm an actual unironic polchud incelyeah you should work on that, it's a position born of willful ignorance and a refusal of logic, reason, and evidenceno wonder you're in denial about being a tranny
>>42353421I dont even care about the beliefs that much i mean moreso the blackpill dooming.I dont get engaged with politics like drumpf v whoever bc i assume all people in positions of power are evil.satanist pedophiles who deglove infants on the reg.Im against immigration but not raciat.I'm also not a tranny. I don't have dysphoria and i don't have any feminine tendencies. I just want to look like an animegirl because of being exposed to pornography at an early age or having been extremely lonely for the past 7 years
>>42353440like I said, get over yourself and work on being an idiot on purpose, it's embarrassing
>>42353471I dont understand.I also dont think theres any self improvement i could do that would help. I think i'm just mentally maligned beyond fixing.
