i hate life as a man but i don't think approximating life as a woman would be any better. i've been a neet for a decade, isolating myself from people even online due to severe issues with social situations (probably caused by dysphoria? being seen as a man?), the last 5 years i've been seriously considering trooning and at this point i'm just ambivalent, i'll probably just keep being a neet until my mom dies and then kms
>>42353707I’m kinda the same, extremely isolated my whole life, but in a moment of weakness I took estrogen and now I kinda regret it. I mean I guess I like some of the effects but it didn’t give me any motivation to improve my situation and I’m pretty confident I’m not dysphoric at all I may have just developed agp due to extreme loneliness. I really can’t imagine myself as a tranny, if I want to be a functional person I feel like I have to be male even if I don’t like it
>>42353996there have been times the effects of hrt have seemed appealing to me but now it feels like i was making it all up
>>42353707i am the same way, im a decade neet now. had horrible bdd all through high school, isolated myself then became a neet and stopped wanting to do anything because i burned out and dont want to be myself anyway. its like if i have to meet the world as this disgusting human then why even try? i did troon for a bit and it got semi better but it just makes it more obvious that im not a woman and im doing it to escape my extremely low social status which is an imperfect system. its like playing catch up from being fucked over at birth, you cant become normal.
>>42354554i will feel like a slime monster no matter what because that is my essence, my soul is slime
