Is this an actual thing that happens? The /lgbt/ archive has some fucked up greentexts.
>>42357238Greentext posts are almost always larping tourists from other sites who just want the screencap.
>>42357259It reads as the exact type of OCD self-sabotage that makes it kind of believable. But, when that kind of shit happens, why?
>>42357238>>42357259>>42357268>>42357268>>42357259>>42357238I think this one is 109% real, because i did this exact same shit as a repper. I was with my last gf for almost 3 years. The phrase "the psychological high of being with the correct sex is intensely satisfying" says it all and supplies the whole explanation. If you have very intense internalized homophobia, then you can get this high just from proving to yourself you're a biologically valid male and can reproduce. Luckily in my case I snapped out of it, came out and broke up with my GF.
>>42357516Would you say that a similar mechanism could be at work for repressing desires to transition / dysphoria?As in (for MTF), there being a psychological high in performing the "correct gender" (staying male), which then dampens / counteracts the deep unhappiness from repression?