i did all this to get dicked by hot guys
Soo... did it work?
Mission success here, but I’m still lonely as ever cause Im a mean, toxic person
>>42357482I just went from being a hideous gaycel to an unsightly trooncel
>>42357482Define a hot guy.I'm p handsome(thanks my mom for birthing me with a solid chin) but also 5'5 and anytime i try to chase the women just try to get me on hrt as soon as i disclose the height.
>>42357843>gay before transHow are you single
>>42357853extremely ugly and not whiteI have never once been hit on in my entire life
>>42357853Being gay and having standards is worse than getting your cock and face mauled by a pack of wild dogs as far as being able to get sex goesAll good looking gay people are insane and everyone who is well adjusted either looks like your dad or is ftm.
>>42357482i did all this to dick hot guys
>>42357850>5'5lol
Wish I was a hot guy
>>42357482me too>>42357484no
>>42357482I did as well>>42357484Yes :) found an amazing boyfriend from 4chan
>>42359277where are the amazing 4chan boyfriends
>>42359283Met mine in the osrs 4chan clan at one of the raids
>>42357850>5'5This played a role in my decision to troon out.Yes, it worked.
>>42359325Ah fun. I'm a bit old for that though I think. Lateshit moment...
>>42359369How old? I was 29 and he was 28 when we started dating?
>>4235949526 but HRT at 25Also just kinda big (5'9" but really wide body habitus). Honestly might not have even trooned out if I didn't have as broad of a frame, unless I was also shorter.
>>42357834>Im a mean, toxic personthat makes it hotter
>>42359504You are young lol dont worry, how long on hrt are you? I started passing after a year (started at 27)
>>423595291.5 years. I have malefailed a few times but it's been very hit or miss and I have like extreme guilt issues over transition + weird traumagenic issues regarding both transition and sexuality. Big thing is I am extremely extremely uncomfortable with the size of my shoulders and my ribcage (which may be oversized due to COPD from pneumonia as an infant).
>>42359554Honestly if you have malefailed you are probably at the point where if you went out in girlmode you would pass to strangers. This is the hardest point of transition but you have to make the jump soon for your mental health and stop having brainworms about body measurements that normies don't even know about
>>42359554>1.5 years. I have malefailed a few timesLet the girl out, nona!Let her live and thrive!Also, congrats.Hugs.
>>42359583It's weirdly cyclical for me. Like, even psychologically. I feel like my face goes from great to melting every few weeks and lately I feel like it's gotten wider like I'm somehow masculinizing even more. Waiting on electrolysis to finish before trying to girlmode full time. Unfortunately hair is dark enough to be visible but not dark enough for laser to be that effective.
>>42359611First time was month 3 but the malefails are usually momentary and end after like half a minute of interaction. I also still feel really really really guilty, like I shouldn't be a tranny. Therapy isn't helping much either unfortunately. I can post a few pics of different outfits to show I guess.
>>42359632Do it!
>>42357482the entire point of human life (and all beings that reproduce sexually) is to have sex. everything everyone does is to have sex once you follow the chain of causation high enough. asexuals or other people who claim to not want to have sex any more are dysfunctional just like anorexics are and should be disregarded
>>42359636I'm also worried that I'm just meta attracted or smth, but I tried transbian coping and that just made me freeze up. I'm *really fucked up* from trauma. I'll post an unsee in a bit.
>>42359642I know your worry is real, but its also totally manufactured by brainworms and holding you back. Meta attraction is an artifact invented by this board to categorize and make fun of a non-existent class of tranny. Just date who you find attractive and if things change then they change.
>>42359642Just a collection of different outfits all taken from the past several months (yes I know my hair is frizzy I'm working on it and invested in new haircare products and silk pillowcases and everything)https://unsee cc/album#Pr0pgoK2zHsI
>>42359695I wasn't androphilic (consciously, I was a little bit curious a few years earlier) until I was 19 but basically never acted on it. Granted I grew up in a shithole religious school to abusive parents but y'know.
>>42359495>>42359504Hello ladies you're looking goooood tonight (I'm 19 and 6'2 btw)
>>42359699You look great! Just make the jump I think you are well passed ready.>Granted I grew up in a shithole religious school to abusive parents but y'know.Yeah I know that feeling. Just remember that you are living your life and not somebody elses, you need to do things for yourself out of love to break your internalized guilt
>>42359735Well it's also because like, deep down, I know I'm a guy. Just too male in my brain. Like I became one after giving up when I was 17 or so. I literally have messages with my ex gf about the "other me" who was a guy (as opposed to this weird boy thing) and that just became me. That and my rapehon older sister trooned out and scared me out of transitioning for several years as well.
>>42359751Lovingly consider the following image
>>42359733Aw thanks but I really need FFS and would feel guilty trying to be a girl without it. Have a big hon jaw.
>>42359761I have seen this a thousand times. Also I do have weird health issues and like a mental cycle and whatnot. I recently moved offices at work and I get called by my name a lot more and that's kind of put me more into a male space and I hate making a fuss and trying to tell people to call me something else. I literally wanted to change names (I wanted to be a "soft boy") when I was 13/14 but ran into the same issue.
>>42359780>I have seen this a thousand times.Yes its a meme but it applies to you
>>42359790I knoooooow but I also get stupidly dysphoric the more I present femme because it makes me think about all of my honnish features. I tried honmoding for a while (see the sweater pic) and it's gotten more stressful over time. I even fagmoded at the beginning of last year and it somehow stopped feeling good and started feeling shitty.
>>42357892Based
>>42359812also part of me really just wants to be a fag boy igI have weird brain issues where like, I can be "I want to be a boy" but all I picture is basically just a woman lmao
>>42357482kys
>>42359790nvm saw my side profile in the mirror and not gonna girlmode I stg I'm a fucking ogre it's so much worse than my front profile holy shit why is my back so big
>>42360270Normies don't give af about that.Stop keeping the girl caged, nona. You're harming yourself more like this.Please stop :sob:
